that face. Mother – kind-hearted and shy, far from unmanageable. I don’t have to be that child – savage and feral, overwhelmed by some fury boiling inside me. It is true that what’s born in me lies still for now, until I am grown and find my way. But only time will tell: that dormant nature might be something calm and loving – truly beautiful, like Mother.
STEPHEN WALTER
UPLAND FALL
September and the streamside ash
Gleams yellow in the afternoon;
They drowsily behold the flash
Of leaves against dark water, soon
Forgotten as they pass below
The ridgeline’s overarching green;
Lulled by resinous air they slow,
Then touch and shed their clothes unseen
Then sleep embowered in white pine.
Brushing needles from her sleeve
He says, I’ve never seen so fine
An early fall. Please stay. Don’t leave
Me in these mountains on my own,
Not now before the leaves have turned;
To wander the bright paths alone
Would be too much to bear. I yearned
For you all summer, now you’re here:
Why ruin splendor at its start?
At night the golden star shines clear;
He knows that she will soon depart.
October and the tupelo
Ignites into a glossy blaze;
Uphill the dogwood is aglow
With scarlet drupes set in a haze
Of dusky red as she lies slack,
Half-sleeping, head upon his arm.
He traces curves along her back
With a stray leaf; the days run warm
But mornings clot with mist until
At dawn their bare feet slide on frost;
A week of rain drives in its chill
As if in grief at ripeness lost,
Then evening takes them unawares
With sudden brightness as the sky
Clears to reveal the waning flares
Of silver maples lit up by
A parting ray against dark cloud
Like water sun-flecked over rocks,
And gusting winds flush waves of loud
Birds, scattering the migrant flocks
Like leaves as twilight turns to red.
November brings the bleakest fog,
A film of ashes in his bed.
He sickens at brown leaves that clog
The ditch downstream from a bur oak;
No birds sing in the bare-stripped tree.
He dwells upon the words she spoke:
We love the season best when we
Forget where it is heading.
Splendor has no start, she said, or chance
To stay; no use in dreading
What fades already at each glance.
What he dreads now are colder sights
Like bloody feathers on fresh snow,
Desolation of the Long Nights
Moon shining on dead twigs, the slow
Paralysis of brittle winter
Light, stubble fields strewn with decay.
He wonders if he dreamed of her,
Yet feels she left him anyway.
GREG OLEAR
THE LINE WAVER
The garish glass monstrosity directly above the front door of a typical McMansion – its distinguishing feature – is called a Palladian window. Although in the real estate patois McMansions are known as Colonials, the Palladian window is a more recent innovation, re-popularized by the so-called Adam style of the Victorian period.
I know this because my son, Dominick, is interested in architecture, and we often read a dense tome called A Field Guide to American Houses . When we come to the Adam houses (named, incidentally, for the brother architects who popularized them, and not the orchard thief of Biblical renown), I tell my son that I abhor the style, because of the distinctive Palladian window.
“Why?” he asks, as five-year-olds will.
I find this a difficult question to answer. I could respond that I find Palladian windows aesthetically ugly, but, while true, that isn’t really why I detest them. Or I could blame my aversion on their lack of utility; vestiges of French doors, Palladian windows have lost their function with their balcony and are, in modern houses, giant panes of glass illuminating unused upstairs alcoves. But there are plenty of not-very-useful features in other kinds of houses that I do like – the exaggerated roof of the French Eclectics, say. So that isn’t it, either.
“Why, Daddy?”
I decide to cop out, as fathers will. “I just
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