questioning his very existence.
At that moment, one of the side doors opened and the dark-eyed girl appeared. ‘I have your document, Major!’
‘Thank you!’ muttered Kirov, as he hurriedly plucked the dull grey envelope from her hand.
‘Is something wrong?’ she asked.
It was Gatkina who answered, her voice rumbling like a furnace. ‘He has ruined the bell.’
‘Comrade Sergeant!’ gasped the young woman. ‘I did not see you there.’
‘Evidently.’ Gatkina replied contemptuously. She fitted her lips around her cigarette, and the tip burned poppy red as she inhaled.
‘I must go,’ Kirov announced to no one in particular.
The young woman smiled faintly. ‘Just bring it back when you’re done, Major . . .’
‘Kirov. Major Kirov.’
This was the moment when he had planned to ask her name, and where she was from and whether, by chance, she might join him for a glass of tea after work. But the smooth and seamless flow of questions was interrupted before it had even begun by Comrade Sergeant Gatkina, who proceeded to stub out her cigarette upon the counter top, using short, sharp, stabbing motions, as if breaking the neck of a small animal. This was accompanied by a loud, whistling exhalation of smoke through her nostrils.
‘When you come back,’ whispered the young woman.
Kirov leaned towards her. ‘Yes?’
‘Make sure you bring another bell.’
Kirov did return, and it was not until this second visit that he learned the name of the dark-eyed woman. And he had been going back ever since, slogging up those stairs to the fourth floor. Sometimes it was on official business, but usually not. That pretence had long since been set aside.
It took him an annoyingly long time to find another bell exactly like the one he had destroyed, but he did track one down eventually. And when he handed the replacement to Sergeant Gatkina, she placed it on her outstretched palm and stared at it for so long that Kirov felt certain he must have missed some crucial detail of its construction. Setting it on the counter, Gatkina struck it with her clenched fist and before the sound had died away, she hit it again. And again. A smile spread on her face as she pummelled the new bell, deafening everyone in the room. Satisfied at last, she ceased her attack and allowed the noise to fade away into the stuffy air. The ceremony concluded with the old bell being presented to Major Kirov as a memento of his clumsiness.
By this sign, Kirov came to understand that his presence would be tolerated from now on, not only by Sergeant Gatkina but also by the other inhabitant of the Records Office, Corporal Fada Korolenko, whose small head perched upon her pear-shaped body in a way that reminded Kirov of a Matryoshka doll.
Together, Kirov and these women formed a tiny and eccentric club, whose meetings took place within a small, windowless space used to hold buckets of sand for use in the event of fire. Placed along the walls, these buckets formed a border around the room, their grey sand spiked with Sergeant Gatkina’s cigarette butts. In the middle of the room, Kirov and the ladies perched on old wooden file boxes, drinking tea out of the dark green enamel mugs which were standard issue in every Soviet government building, every school, hospital and train station café in the country.
Running into Elizaveta that day had been one of the luckiest moments of his life. With her, he sometimes even managed to forget the gaping hole in his life which had been caused by Pekkala’s disappearance.
But Kirov always remembered by the time he returned to his office, and he would find himself as he was now, staring across the room at Pekkala’s empty desk. It almost seemed to Kirov as if the Inspector was actually there, silhouetted in some grey and shadowed form. Kirov steadfastly refused to believe in ghosts, but he could not deny the prickling sensation that sometimes he was not alone. This left him with the distinct feeling that he was
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