youâre feeling better.â I couldnât look her in the eye so I watched an ant that was marching across one of the bricks of her front steps and wondered whether ants got jealous during the cicada years. It was funny to think about them getting miffed about the cicadas getting all that press when it was true every second of every day of every year that ants could do amazing things like carry somethingtwenty times their own body weight.
âThat was some weird flu or something, right?â I heard my own forced laugh as the ant disappeared into a crack. âLike a two-minute bug or something?â
âWhat are you even talking about?â Taylor snapped.
âI just mean you got better fast is all.â My face heated up again.
âYeah, I did.â She huffed. âSo why are you making such a big deal out of it?â
I didnât know.
âLook what I got.â I held out my purse, which now held my wallet, some lip balm, and my book. I thought about telling Taylor all about The Haunted Pond , but then I didnât.
âItâs nice,â Taylor said, but she sounded sort of sad and I wondered if maybe she was jealous. I hoped so. I hoped she regretted not coming because maybe she could have bought something awesome, too.
âWhy donât we play Spit or go swimming?â I said. âJust the two of us. My dadâs talking about covering the pool for a few days because of the cicadas, so this might be our last chance all week.â
âIâm just going to hang out.â Taylor put her elbows on her knees.
âOkay, then.â I sat down next to her. âIâll hang out, too.â
She looked at me funny for a long moment. âYouâre suffocating me.â
âWhat?â This was weird.
âI only mean itâs, you know, good to have other friends.â She adjusted her ponytail. âWe should both have other friends.â
âWell, duh. Of course.â I felt instantly like I might be coming down with some weird, sudden bug, too. âBut I donât know. Why do you even like her?â
âI just do, okay?â
âSheâs mean to me.â I blurted. Maybe telling Peter had given me confidence.
âSheâs not mean .â Taylor sighed. âSheâs just, I donât know . . . sheâs funny. And here she is!â
Alyssa had appeared at the base of the driveway, bouncing her ball. She had gum in her mouth, and it made me think of something my mom said all the time, claiming it was something her mom used to say. What are you, a cow? Chewing cud? I wasnât even sure what cud was but I was still tempted to say it.
âMy momâs at the mall for like an hour,â Alyssa said. âLetâs go to my house.â
Taylor stood up, but I didnât. âIâm not sure Iâm allowed,â I said. My parents only ever left me home alone when they went out to get pizza or making a quick trip to the bank or drugstore.
âWell, weâre going.â Alyssa shrugged and walked off, and Taylor copied her shrug and followed.
It was only across the street. My parents wouldnât even have to know and they were probably too busy cuddling on the couch to care, anyway. Weekends were all about the cuddling for those two.
There were no cars in Alyssaâs driveway, and the house was quiet except for the hum of the refrigerator. She led us through the kitchen, up the stairs, and into a room where a bunch of boxes sat untouched. The carpet was beige and really soft, and the walls were all clean and white. It smelled like new house, and there was a Ouija board in the middle of the floor.
âThis is all my grandmotherâs stuff.â Alyssa sat down in front of the Ouija board. âWeâre going to try to talk to her.â
âNo way,â I said.
âWhat, are you afraid of everything ?â Alyssa said.
âNo, itâs just. I donât know.â
But I did