heavens!â
Henry Goldstein, the firmâs junior partner, was now standing just within the office. He was a short man, but broad-shouldered; well formed in his gray suit. He had a full head of silver hair and chiseled good looks that went with his voice: a look of authority. He was searching around him for an explanation. He turned to Nancy.
âListen, Henry,â she said at once, âwould you please get the Fernando Brigade here to curtail the sidesplitting hilarity and let me get to work? Weâve got the community meeting later today and Fernandoâs gonna kill me if I donât have his charts put together before lunchtime.â
She checked herself, kept herself from babbling on. She waited. Henry Goldstein lowered his brows at her. He cocked his head. âIâm sorry?â he said. Uncertainly, he glanced over his shoulder at Martha.
âShe keeps saying sheâs Nancy Kincaid,â said the black woman with a shrug. âShe came in here without permission and now she says sheâs Nancy and this is her office. She says she wonât leave.â
Slowly, Goldstein inclined his proud chin, as if to say: Ah, I see; I understand everything. He turned back to Nancy. She caught her breath as she saw the caution, the wariness that had now entered his hazel eyes.
âHenry â¦?â she started to say.
âJust take it easy, Miss,â Goldstein answered her. He held out his hands toward her.
To calm me! she thought. Heâs trying to keep me calm!
âNo one wants to hurt you,â he went on.
Nancyâs mouth fell open. She backed away from him. From all of them. All of them just kept staring at her. Martha with her blank brown eyes. Young Albert with his alert features. The tint-haired woman and the roly-poly manâtheir curious glares on her like spotlights.
What the hell is this?
She took another step back and felt the cool air from the window against her calves.
âNo one wants to hurt you,â Goldstein repeated. âAll we want is for you to step outside into the reception area. We can talk about everything out there. Okay?â
Nancy shook her head. âI donât ⦠I donât ⦠understand. I mean â¦â That muzzinessâthe feverish haze that had been with her all morningâit was rising inside her again. She felt as if her head were expanding. She blinked as her thoughts clouded. âI ⦠I mean ⦠Donât you know me? Donât, uh, donât you know who I am?â
The stocky little Goldstein took a small step toward her. His hand stayed in front of him, to ward her off now too. âWe can talk about all that right outside, Miss. Right outside in the waiting room. Okay? Weâll all talk about it together and figure it all out. No one wants to hurt you.â
Nancy put her hand to her forehead, trying to clear it.
âWeâre all your friends,â Goldstein said.
Well , she thought wildly, thatâs certainly reassuring.
Now Albert was coming forward also. He took a long, vigorous step around the far side of the gunmetal desk. âWatch out behind you now,â he said. âDonât get too close to that window.â
âLook ⦠Look, Iâm a little confused, I ⦠I donât know whatâs going on ⦠I came in here, I ⦠I mean â¦â She shook her head. The fog was filling her mind. She couldnât stop it. Iâm babbling , she thought. Stop babbling. âLook, I just, Iâm feeling a little sick today or something ⦠if you could just let me ⦠If you could just â¦â She didnât finish.
âNo oneâs going to hurt you,â said Goldstein, sliding toward her. âWeâll just take you outside.â
âLook, if you could just ⦠I mean, I am Nancy Kincaid!â she said weakly.
Somehow, someone had moved right up beside her. She heard his voice, a new voice, a soft, warm voice, right