âHow is this possible? Iâm touching you.â
âYes. Happened just after youâd left.â Any other time, she would have been mortified for him to see her like this: broken, helpless, naked but for a sheet covering her lower half. Her relief at seeing him alive and well, however, was simply too great.
âI will destroy the gods for this. I will find a way to raid the heavens and I willââ
âNo, no. This is a blessing. Iâve had time to think, and I believe I know whatâs happening. Each time I admit something about you, like the fact that you did not deserve what was done to you, and that I trust you, Iâve been given back a piece of my life.â
His brows furrowed together, and a spark of hope entered his eyes. âCan you pass the camp boundary?â
âNo. My sisters carried me there, meaning to toss me out, but that invisible wall blocked them.â
Fury replaced the hope. âWe didnât hurt your sistersâI knew you would hate it if we did, but now I wish Iâd sliced each and every one of them to pieces. They abandoned camp or I would see to it now.â
âYouâre here now. Thatâs all that matters. Butâ¦how long will you be able to stay?â Her nervousness returned. His king would want him back. And the Amazons would one day come back. âYou canât remain forever and I canât leave. Weâll be forced to separate again andââ
âItâs all right. Itâs all right, sweet. Iâm here, and Iâm not leaving without you. No matter what. You freed me. I will find a way to free you.â
The burst of strength her nervousness had given her drained, and she expelled a breath. âAs long as I have you, Iâll be all right.â
âYes, you will.â He stretched out beside her and angled his head, displaying his neck to her. The scent of him filled her nose. Dark spice and tree dew. She inhaled deeply, savoring.
âDrink,â he said.
âWhâwhat?â Even when theyâd been trapped on that island, he had not let anyone drink from him. Not from his wrist, and certainly not from his neck.
â Drink. I know biting and blood are distasteful to your kind, but you will heal faster if my blood flows inside your veins.â
âNo, you donât understand. I donât mind drinking from you. I just donât want to disgust you . I know you do not like such things being done to you.â
âI want to give you everything, Nola. Even this. With you and no other. I need this, so please. Please.â
Please , this proud, strong man had said. How could she deny him? She cried out as she edged toward him and sank her teeth into his neck, hard as she could, cutting past skin and hitting vein. Blood instantly trickled down her throat. Once, the thought of doing this would have been distasteful to her, as heâd claimed. But this was Zane. She wanted him inside her. Any part of him that she could get. And like him, she wanted him to have everything she had to give.
âI never thought to allow someone to take from me again,â he said, petting her head. âThe demon queen, I was her slave for many centuries and she took from me whenever and however she desired. Her methods sickened me, but I allowed them because she had somethingâsomeoneâmy compliance was supposed to purchase. Did I ever tell you that?â
He was trying to distract her from her task, she suspected, as the warmth of his blood spun through her, lighting her up from the inside out. But she did not stop, because she wanted to hear more.
âWhen she died and I was freed, I thought to never endure such things again. You, though, I think I would allow to do anything to me. It has been that way since the first. I donât understand it, either. Your presence doesnât drown out the memories or take away my revulsion for this act with others. Myâ¦need for you