mother said, since Claudia wasnt in Atlanta anyway and never had been), figuring that if all went well, hed have a draft before the end-of-semester crunch. She could help him revise it while familiarizing herself with his conclusions and methods, because of course she was the one whod have to defend them (though hed be there to throw her a rope if she needed one).
All might have been well, except in April hed come down with a toxic dose of the flu. At one point he awakened shivering and curled up in a ball on the bathroom floor with no memory of how hed gotten there, though the commode testified eloquently as to why hed needed to. Was he hallucinating or had Claudia called the day before, wondering how the dissertation was coming along? Had she laughed at him when he reported it was almost done?
Eventually the flu ran its course, but he never fully recovered his strength or the weight hed lost as a result of vomiting and skipping meals, but guess what? Hed finished, and wasnt he proud ? Only when Claudia actually returned in late August, just when hed concluded she was gone for good, did the enormity of what hed done come down on him like an anvil. Not so much the dishonesty of it, but rather that this could have been his book . It was quite possibly the best thing hed ever written. Any good university press would be happy to have it, maybe even a mainstream trade publisher. It was possible that real money, as opposed to the bogus scrip universities routinely printed, redeemable only in the academic commissary, might change hands. But there was an obvious problem. How could he claim the work as his own when it was supposed to be Claudias? He could argue she hadnt written any of it, and everyone whod ever taught her would believe him, but that would mean hed stolen her idea. Hed already signed off on the fact that it was her idea when he and two other colleagues approved the proposal.
Mom, Griffin had protested at this point, you cant know all this. And dont tell me Dad confided it, either. They arent the kind of things hed admit to anybody, especially not you. After all, hed just spent the last twenty-four hours with his father, who hadnt dropped a single hint, even an oblique one, about any of this.
Another woman might have taken umbrage at his especially not you , but his mother didnt even slow down. Pipe down, she said gleefully. I havent even gotten to the best part yet. Claudia was blackmailing him.
Well, not in the conventional sense, she conceded. Its more like emotional blackmail. Since theyd returned from Amherst, Claudia had taken to wondering out loud what his colleagues would think if they knew what hed done. Had he always been so dishonest, she wanted to know, or was this something new? Was what hed done a firing offense? Would the scandal make the front page of the Chronicle of Higher Education ?
But thats an absurd threat, Griffin felt compelled to inject. She couldnt expose him without exposing herself.
True, she said, but hes terrified anyway.
He didnt look scared to me.
Trust me.
But Mom, the story doesnt track. Any undergraduate fiction workshop would tear it apart. Well, okay, maybe not completely. It was more disjointed and inconsistent than unbelievable, and Griffin suspected he knew why. The academy was a small world, and his mother had friends, and friends of friends, everywhere. Shed no doubt been following her ex-husbands year at UMass, or trying to, through half a dozen spies. Shed glean small bits of information from a wide variety of sources and stitch these into a single narrative as best she could, drawing inferences, pretending, as she always did, to be privy to everything.
Nor did she appreciate him suggesting she wasnt. Undergraduate workshop, she snorted. Right. Now theres a test.
Okay, Griffin conceded. Im not saying theres no truth to what