quickly with them talking about the last couple of months,
and the preparations each had made for the wedding. “I meant to get the
house cleaned top to bottom, but well, that hasn’t happened,” he said. “I’m
sorry, but it’s a mess.”
She shrugged. “I’m not worried about that. I know the spring is a really
busy time for you.” She’d done a lot of research on dairy farming. She
knew that he grew his own feed, so in addition to the calves being born in
the spring, he was planting crops. She couldn’t expect him to keep an
immaculate house at the same time.
By the time they pulled into Stephanie’s driveway, she was more relaxed
than she’d been in weeks. Seeing him again had reminded her why she’d
agreed to marry him in the first place. She wasn’t sure that she wouldn’t be
nervous again in the morning, but for now, she was okay.
He carried in her bags for her, and put them in the boys’ room again.
Stephanie hugged her tightly and looked at her eyes, trying to determine
whether or not she was okay now. She must have been satisfied by what
she saw, because she didn’t say anything about it.
Jason kissed her softly before leaving. “I’ll see you in the morning,” he
whispered.
“I’ll be the one in white.”
He smiled and left. He had a lot to do. Taking the time to drive that far
wasn’t something he should have done, but she’d obviously needed it. She
seemed a lot calmer now, and that was what was important.
Amanda enjoyed spending the evening with the kids. Little Avery showed
off her flower girl outfit, and showed her just how she was going to drop
petals with some torn up paper. Having been an only child, Amanda hadn’t
been around small children a lot and was thoroughly charmed by the sweet
little girl.
They would be doing a reception after the wedding in the fellowship hall at
the church. Jason’s parents wouldn’t be able to make it, but two of his
sisters would be there. The wedding had been planned so quickly that
people from far away just weren’t coming.
As Amanda sat watching Bob with his family, she sincerely hoped that
Jason would be as good of a father as Bob was.
They had decided on an eleven am wedding, because she wanted to have
some time alone with Jason after the wedding, but before she’d be
expected to crawl into bed with him.
When she went to bed at nine that night, she knew that this was the last
night she’d be sleeping alone. Tomorrow, she’d be giving her virginity to a
man she barely knew. She lay in bed for a long time that night, staring at
the wall, trying to imagine what tomorrow would bring. Her degree in home
economics prepared her to be a wife in every way but the physical way.
*****
At five minutes after eleven the following morning, Amanda left the bride’s
room. She wished her father could be there to walk her down the aisle.
She had never missed him quite as much as she did facing that long walk
down the aisle by herself to a man she barely knew.
She received a cue from Stephanie’s friend and slowly walked toward the
front of the church. She felt all the eyes on her. She knew she wasn’t a
raging beauty. She had nice strong features, and wasn’t plain, but wasn’t
really someone who could be called pretty either. She was still nice and
slender, with curves in all the right places.
There hadn’t been a wedding dress long enough, but she thought now that
had been to her advantage. She was able to make this one to show off her
figure perfectly. She’d combined two different patterns to get just the right
look for her body. The neckline was modest and just hinted at the swell of
her breasts. She’d made the skirt full to make up for what she was lacking
in the hips department. The waistline was tight and fit her beautifully.
She made eye contact with Jason as she was about halfway to the front of
the church. He stood almost a head taller than the men surrounding him,
and was