new mistress would find it of no interest. Now he wasnât so sure.
She raised her head and the wariness returned. The regret he felt surprised him. For a moment heâd felt real connection. Not the connection of sexual attraction. That never waned. But briefly the ghost of a different bond had hovered, one that in other circumstances could blossom into friendship. Should friendship be possible between two such well-armored creatures as they.
âYouâve found a house already?â She didnât sound pleased.
âSomething became available.â He didnât tell her heâd had an army combing London for a suitable residence nor that the hunt had started when he arrived home from seeing her the first time.
The place heâd rented was perfect. Small, luxurious, private, and close enough to Erith House for him to maintain a double life without flaunting his affair before his family. After leading a bachelorâs life for so long, he wasnât used to practicing discretion. Alluring as she undoubtedly was, Olivia Raines offered merely a diversion. His real purpose in London was to reconcile with his children, and he could do nothing to risk that.
He wondered if heâd been prudent in his choice of chère amie. The news that heâd become Olivia Rainesâs protector was already the talk of London. Over port after dinner at Erith House, heâd responded to his croniesâ envious comments while avoiding Carringtonâs reproachful glower. How long before the story reached more respectable ears?
Too late to change his mind. Even if he could summon the will to break free of the jadeâs damnable allure. He spoke into the silence. âI hope youâll move there tomorrow.â
Given a choice, heâd sweep her away now, ensconce her in the pretty little house and exorcize her inconvenient fascination over him. But his men worked all night on minor alterations and the place wouldnât be ready until morning.
She looked startled. âTomorrow?â
âYou have some objection?â
âI hadnât expected such dispatch.â
She spoke with the smooth cadences and ironical inflections of a Cambridge graduate. Had she risen from the streets? If she had, sheâd done an extraordinary job teaching herself the tonâs manners.
He shrugged, striving for an appearance of detachment that was far from reality. âIâm a man who makes his mind up quickly.â
âClearly.â Her lips twitched in the familiar wry smile.
âIn the morning, Iâll send my carriage to convey you to the new house, then call in the evening to discuss arrangements. Perhaps a visit to Tattersalls the next day to choose your cattle. I thought two carriage horses and a hack. Iâve also ordered a curricle that I dare say will meet your approval.â
âVery efficient, my lord,â she said with unconcealed irony. âYou will stay to dine tomorrow?â
They both knew she offered more than food. Heat blasted him, made him hard as oak. âThank you. It would be my pleasure.â
Oh, absolutely.
Why wait? So far, the tame liberties his notorious mistress had allowed wouldnât raise an eyebrow among the marriage-minded misses at Almackâs. Well, perhaps not altogether true. She was a dab hand at double entendre. And that one burning kiss still haunted him.
One burning, possessive, damnably short kiss.
Too short.
When he kissed her, heâd tasted anger. And surprise. She hadnât wanted to kiss him, but that flaring instant incinerated every one of his doubts and dissatisfactions. Even the dull, constant ache of old grief and old guilt had briefly faded. Only with the greatest difficulty had he forced himself to stop after that one searing kiss.
By then her fate was sealed. He would have her. She alone could offer him surcease.
He wanted to kiss her again. Straightening, he prowled across the rich red and blue Turkish carpet.
Douglas Preston, Lincoln Child