grabbed the phone, I gather youâre in the airport between flights. Canât be much of a holiday for you, huh?â
âNo, not much,â she admitted. She thought he sounded a bit drunk. Scott always took on a nasally tone whenever heâd had a few drinks.
âListen, Steffi,â he whispered. âI feel crappy about the last time we talked. You had every reason to be pissed off at me. In fact, go ahead with the âI told you so.â I have it coming. You were right, you know. I shouldnât have married so soon after . . .â
He fell silent for a moment. Maybe he expected her to say something.
âDonât get me wrong,â he continued. âHalleâs wonderful. But itâs been a challenge. I constantly test her patience, because I still miss Rebecca. I miss her something fierce. Itâs crazy, I know. Anyway, go ahead and say, âI told you so.â â
âNo, I donât think I will,â Stephanie murmured. It wouldnât have given her much satisfaction. And it wouldnât have brought her sister back.
âI donât know why I was so hell-bent to marry Halle so quickly,â he said. Stephanie thought she heard ice rattling in a glassâand then him slurping. âGuess I just wanted to feel normal againâand I didnât want to lose her. She was the first decent thing to happen to me since Rebecca. But like I say, Iâm just not over her. As much as Iâve tried, I canât wrap my head around what she did. It still gnaws away at me.â
Stephanie found herself nodding over the phone. âNot a day goes by that I donât ask myself why . . .â
âDid she ever say anything to you about a Fatherâs Day card?â he asked.
Stephanie frowned. âWhat Fatherâs Day card?â
âNothing, itâs just Fatherâs Day was that same weekend, and Iâwell, never mind. If she got some upsetting news that day, she would have called you, right? I mean, you two talked about everything. You two didnât have any secrets from each other.â
âWell, thatâs what I used to think,â Stephanie said. She and Scott had been through all this before. It was actually a relief to know she wasnât the only one still haunted by what her sister had done.
âWhat did you start to say about Fatherâs Day?â she asked, her grip tightening on the cell phone. âIf you know or suspect something, tell me. I donât care how far-fetched it seems, any theory you haveâany possible explanationââ
âRebecca scribbled something on the bathroom mirror in lipstick,â he said, cutting her off. âIâI wiped it clean before the cops or anyone else could see.â
âWhat?â she whispered. She couldnât believe he hadnât said anything about this before. âBecky wrote something on the mirrorâyou mean, like a suicide note? Youâre just telling me this now?â
There was silence on the other end of the line.
âWhat did she write?â
More silence.
âScott, for Godâs sake, what did it say? Why did you erase it?â
âAll it said was, âHate you,â â he muttered. âIâm assuming it was meant for me, but Iâm not sure whyâor what it means. I couldnât face anyone asking me about it, especially when I had no idea what the answer was. Whatever, it made me ashamed. SoâIâI erased the damn thing.â
Stephanie numbly stared at the storm outside. She wondered what Scott had done to push Rebecca toward suicide. What was he hiding? Or did he truly not have a clue?
âSteffi, are you there?â
âYes,â she said, straightening in the chair.
âThere was never any problem between Rebecca and me that we couldnât work out,â he said, his words slurred. âI just donât get it . . .â
A beep sounded on the line. Stephanie squinted at