Did I tell you that Iâm a single guy again?â
Nate shook his head. âI heard it through the grapevine.â
âEveryone has,â T.J. said.
âI think I see a table in the back that will be nice. Why donât you two go grab it and Iâll get us some drinks,â Jen said.
âNot a problem, Jen. As soon as we sit down, Steve will send my usual drink order over,â Nate said.
âI donât think heâll know what I want, so I will tell him and then join you both,â she said.
âThanks,â Nate said, leading T.J. through the crowds to the table that Jen had spotted. T.J. was rambling a little about being single again.
âI hate it, man. Iâm not like you. I donât like the party life. I want to go home with the same woman every night. Have a nice little house in the suburbs, ya know?â
Nate patted him on the shoulder. âI do know. It will work out when you find the right girl.â
âThe right girl? I doubt there is one out there. We donât meet nice girls, ya know?â
Nate started to agree but then glanced up to see Jen walking toward them. He thought that they did meet nice girls in their lives but they never knew how to treat them. And he was torn for the first time in recent memory. He wanted to be more of a gentleman for Jen than he normally was but he had the feeling that it was too late for that. He scarcely remembered how to be a gentleman.
âI donât think guys like you and me know what to do with a nice girl.â
âCould be,â T.J. said as he looked at Jen. âDid you tell the bartender to bring me another rum and Coke?â
âNo, sorry. I told him Coke straight up.â
âI need the rum, Jen. I think I could samba better with rum.â
âI donât know about that. And I was teaching you the salsa.â
âDamn. I guess Iâm not impressing you,â T.J. said.
âYou already have when I watch you play,â she said.
âI am a hot third-base player.â
âYou are a stud on the baseball diamond,â Nate agreed.
âI am. I think Iâm going to head over to the bar and see if I can get them to add a little rum to this Coke,â he said. âNot that I donât appreciate the thought, Jen.â
âNo problem,â she said.
T.J. got up and left the table. Nate watched his friend go and hoped that heâd find some kind of peace in the alcohol.
âThanks for giving us a minute,â Nate said.
âItâs okay. I have friends, too. I know how it is when you need some privacy with them,â she said.
âSit down,â he said, gesturing to the seat next to him.
âI was thinking I should head out,â she said.
âWhy? What changed your mind?â
She sat down in the chair next to him perching on the edge of the seat. âThis isnât my scene.â
âWhy not? Itâs not different than being downstairs with your sister,â Nate said.
âMaybe not to you, but this isnât my crowd of people. There are celebs everywhere and people are taking photos with them and I think there are only two groups here.â
âWhat are they?â
âThose who belong and those who are hanging on. And I donât want to be that,â Jen said.
She reached over and took his hand in hers and he noticed how delicate her fingers looked with those long pink nails of hers. âI like you, Nate, but this is your world, and being here for just a short time has shown me that I donât belong in it.â
âYou could if I invited you in.â
âI could,â she said. âBut for how long?â
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N ate shrugged. âLife can be pretty crazy.â
âI know it can,â she said.
âSit down, Jen. Tell me what brought you here.â
She swallowed hard enough for him to see and shook her head. âThatâs not a good topic of conversation.â
âWhy