friendly and pleasant man.â
âSometimes you forget that youâre nothing but a servant.â
âHark whoâs talking,â Connie said, and sniffing as she walked back towards the kitchen, she threw over her shoulder as a last word, âYouâll be expecting us to call you Madam one of these days.â
Three
Richard Sangster dreamed he was asleep and safely snuggled in his own bed at Foxglove House. Wind-driven rain lashed against the window, the firelight threw dancing shadows upon the walls, and the flames spit and crackled. Cozy and safe in his warm flannel pyjamas and nest of blankets, he toasted his feet on the stone hot-water bottle. He was reluctant to abandon the bed, and the boy he used to be, but he badly needed to take a piss.
Someone gently shook him. âAre you awake, Sir. Iâve brought you a mug of tea.â
âTea? My mother doesnât allow me to drink it.â
For a moment his dream seemed real, then he thought: How silly to be standing outside your own dream looking in on it. Still, he stole another moment of comfort until the damp and cold intruded.
âGive me a few seconds, would you, Sergeant Beamish.â He turned his back, unbuttoned his trousers and urinated into the mud. A wisp of steam escaped from his body with the trickling stream. His kidneys ached. Everything damned well ached. He twitched and juddered as well. He should go to the field hospital and get something to help calm him. His shaking hands fumbled with the buttons, and he turned back when he was done.
âHere you are, Sir. Donât let it get cold.â
âThank you, Sergeant.â His palms closed around the tin mug to warm them, but inside Richardâs smile his teeth began to chatter, so he felt like a mechanical clown being jerked around. Funny how you could feel warm in a dream, but as soon as you woke from it and moved, you were cold to the core. No wonder people died from hypothermia, when sleeping was such a pleasant state of oblivion to indulge in.
âAre you all right, Sir?â
âAre any of us all right? Iâll be glad when this damnable war is over.â When it was over he was going to stay snuggled in his bed, until he grew cobwebs and died. âDo you ever dream that youâre back home sleeping in your own bed, Sergeant?â
âI wouldnât mind having my woman here to snuggle up to sometimes.â
âWhatâs your wife like?â
âDoreen? Sheâs not what youâd call a beauty, but sheâs a good cook and is comfortable where she should be, so she gives a man a good ride. Donât tell her I said that, though. Not that it matters here. The same urges donât seem to trouble me, thank goodness.â
There were rumours about bromide, and Richard wondered now if they were true. It was so long ago that he couldnât remember the last woman heâd been with  . . . or even experienced the last urge. The sergeant was correct. They had other bodily irritants to contend with, most of which had no easy relief: body lice, crabs, lack of sleep, and fungal infections that drove a man mad with itching.
Richard was hardly likely to meet the sergeantâs wife, anyway. âDo you have children?â
âNone  . . . and weâve been married for fifteen years, so I donât suppose weâll have any now. A pity, since weâd have liked some. You, Sir?â
âIâm not married.â Richard couldnât imagine being married, though he supposed heâd have to take a suitable wife to bed sooner or later, if the Sinclair legacy was to stay in the family. Heâd been displayed with pride by his father and spoiled by his mother, so heâd probably make some unfortunate woman a lousy husband, since heâd expect her to be at his beck and call.
âWhatâs the time?â
âWe have five minutes before dawn, when we go over the top. Weâll have
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