horse. Well, at a livery stable nearby. Maybe sheâll take you up to see him.â
What the hellâs a livery stable? When she mentions Vicky she drums her fingers against her cup. I want to see Flight but not Vicky.
âDo you want to take your things upstairs? Maybe you should try to get a bit of a sleep. You look shattered. The guest â your roomâs the second on the left. Bathroomâs just opposite. Iâve left clean towels on the bed.â
I force my legs upstairs. Step by step. All the doors on the landing are closed. The bathroom is so shiny Iâm nearly scared to take a piss. The guest room is yellow, everything matching, a girlâs room. I collapse on the fleecy bedspread and bury my head in a pillow. Itâs cool and smells like fresh air. I should take my trainers off, I think. But itâs too much effort.
Chapter 4
VICKY
âItâll be fine, Vicky,â Fiona said when she hugged me goodbye, a bit awkwardly as she was trying to calm down a grizzling Molly at the same time. âYou might even enjoy having someone your own age in the house for a change.â She sounded exactly like Mum.
But Dad should know better.
âCome on, darling,â he said when the Merc purred to a smooth stop at the end of our driveway and I made no move to get out. I sighed and leaned back in my seat. He ruffled my hair. âI donât suppose it will be for more than a few days. And who knows, maybe the charming Declan will have improved with age.â
Yeah, I thought, turning round to haul my rucksack out of the back seat. I bet! I wasnât sure exactly how much Mum had told Dad about Declanâs little run-in with the law last year.
âAnd if he hasnât gone by next weekend at least you can escape to us,â Dad went on.
â Youâll be in Paris,â I reminded him. I grumped out ofthe car and up the drive. I didnât look back. Usually I waved until the car was out of sight. I hitched my rucksack higher on my shoulder, made sure Tigger was squashed down out of sight and let myself in through the back door.
The kitchen was warm and herby with the smell of Mumâs special homemade pizza. She and The Hood were at the table.
âHello, love.â Mum turned to smile at me. âHereâs Declan. I told you he was here for a few days.â She made it sound like he was on his holidays.
âOh yes,â I said, as if I had just remembered. I hadnât planned how my voice should be and I was glad it came out cool and distant.
He nodded at me. âHiya,â he mumbled. Iâd forgotten how rough his accent was.
I plonked my rucksack down.
âGood weekend?â Mum asked.
âSo-so. Can you take me to the stables on Wednesday for a lesson? Oh, and Dadâs going to Paris. So can you take me to the show as well?â
âYes, I suppose so.â Usually she moaned at having to take me to the stables midweek, and she hated pulling the horsebox.
Declan had had his ear pierced since Iâd last seen him. The thing that hadnât changed was how much he looked like Mum. Other than that, he just looked exactly like those steeky boys hanging round the bus stops, all shaved hair and shiny tracksuit bottoms.
Mum kept giving me a havenât-you-forgotten-something ? look. I guessed what she was after â she wanted me to ask how Theresa was. But I didnât care . I hadnât even seen her since Granâs funeral. Before that, when Gran usedto mind me sometimes, Theresa was always out. And I suspected Mum wasnât that keen on her either, even if she did have this thing about them being old friends and sisters-in-law and all that.
Declan kept his eyes on his plate. I noticed how little heâd eaten. Would you feel like eating if your mum was lying in hospital ? asked a cool little voice in my head, but I didnât want to listen.
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Monday morning, usual scramble. Except it was so weird, trying