out of the game. But for Walker, no one was off-limits.â His stare was intense. âI canât wait to lock him up.â
Maybe I was wrong about Prescott. Maybe it was personal for him, too.
MO MONDAY
M onday morning started with another test, but this time, I was ready. My brain was full, and when I saw the questions, I puked everything I knew onto the page.
The classifications of life, according to my bio textbook: Kingdom, Phylum, Class, Order, Family, Genus, Species . I had the urge to rewrite it, a classification of life projects-style: Kingpin, Executives, Lieutenants, Dealers, Ordinary People, Fiends . But I pushed those thoughts from my mind and focused on the test, flying through all five pages in good time. My memory for detail was solid, especially since Iâd become an informant.
When we were finished, we got to leave class early, so I stoppedby the music room. Filimino had a prep this period, and I found him behind a mountain of paper.
âHey, Darren,â he said, raising his head. âYou want to help me mark some tests?â
âWhatâs in it for me?â
He considered that. âA few hours of pulling your hair out. These freshmen donât listen to a fucking word I say. Iâm just going to use the Chinese method.â
âWhatâs that?â
âItâs where you throw the papers down the stairs and whatever lands farthest gets an A, and so on.â
I wasnât sure he was joking. Filimino was one of those teachers who broke all the rules. He bitched. He swore. He was always clashing with our uptight principal, and he once told me he wouldnât have a job if it werenât for the union saving his ass.
âThereâs an orientation night coming up at Ryerson, if youâre interested. You can sign up at the guidance office.â
âIâll go next year. Iâve got plenty of time.â
He shrugged. âI thought you might want to check out their equipment. You could always see what George Brown has to offer too.â
It was cool that Filimino was thinking about my college options. He was the only adult in my life who actually took themusic production thing seriously. Mom thought it was a pointless hobby, not a career.
Filimino knew how it was. He was a musician himself, and had toured all over the world with his band in the nineties. He played guitar and drums and wowed the class with what he could do.
The bell rang, and I headed upstairs to economics. I caught sight of Jessica at her locker and said, âHi.â Her eyes narrowed a bit, but then she said a lukewarm âHiâ back.
Iâd promised to call her. I was hoping sheâd forget, but who was I kidding? Girls never forget. Iâd heard my sisterâs complaints enough to know that.
Iâd actually picked up the phone to call her last night, but then my conscience kicked in. I liked Jessica, and I didnât want to screw her around. I was playing a dangerous game, and if she became my girlfriend, she could be at risk. That scared me.
I hoped our time would come. But it couldnât be now.
Honor
Honorâs what itâs called
Kids donât know what it means
They wanna make the money
supplyinâ all the fiends
You think itâs all good
You donât even know itâs wrong
Till it hits you in the face
Like a brick in the face
It hits you in the face
Days in juvie sure are long.
THE INVESTMENT
T hursday morning I got lucky. I snagged a seat on the bus, which saved me from getting elbowed by that old lady. Trey sat beside me, rambling on as usual. Smalls and Biggie were in front of us.
âThis is the real deal.â Biggie caught the sunlight with his shiny new watch and reflected it all over the bus. âYou know how many shifts I worked for this? Worth every minute.â
Trey wasnât impressed. âIf that watch cost three hundred dollars plus tax and you make minimum wage, then you had to work seven
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