tightly.
Iâve never seen her before and Iâm about to ask her what the hell sheâs doing when the bells on the door jingle and I see a cop come into the store.
I glance down at her face and can tell that sheâs scared.
âPlease just help me out here,â she whispers.
CANDACE
I wander aimlessly for a while before I find a spot that looks like it might have some potential. A little one-story elementary school at the back of a corner lot where two quiet streets intersect. The parking lot is empty, and the school is obviously deserted for the weekend. Just the kind of place Iâve been hoping to find.
I cross through the playground to the school and duck behind the building. Iâm in the dead space behind the school, where a line of pine trees and a chain-link fence partially shield the area from the street. I stick my face up to the fence. Thereâs a sidewalk on the other side of the trees, and across the street are some houses, far enough away that Iâm pretty sure they donât have a clear view of the school. A bit farther down the street is a four-way stop sign and some more houses. Thereâs no traffic in sight.
Confident that the coast is clear, I turn and examine the wall in front of me. A big metal box hums quietly at one end of the building, and two large windows sit just above eye level. I get on my tiptoes and peer through one of them into a classroom. I can just make out little desks and little chairs and colorful kidsâ drawings all over the walls. Between the two windows is an eight-foot stretch of clean brick. Itâs perfect, the kind of blank slate Iâd never find back in the city.
I stop and listen. Other than the electrical box, some kids screaming in the distance and the faraway buzz of a lawn mower, itâs dead quiet. In one sense, this is great. It means that nobody is around. On the other hand, it makes me a bit nervous that there isnât at least some traffic to help create a bit of white noise. Spray paint can be pretty loud.
I drop my pack to the ground and unzip it, then bend over and start pulling out my supplies. Five spray cansâbrown, two blues, black and red. I know enough to leave them in the pack, upright and sticking out for when I need them, in case it needs to be rezipped in a hurry if I have to make tracks.
The first time I did graffitiâI mean really did it, with spray paint, not just markersâI was scared shitless. Iâd been out with Rick a bunch of times when he was bombing, but Iâd always just stood back and watched. A couple of times weâd had to run for it when somebody got nosy, but he was always totally cool about it. Weâd usually end up in some park, hiding in the trees, laughing our asses off and passing a bottle back and forth. The first time I did it myself, though, it was like I had crossed a line. I was doing something I shouldnât have been, and it felt really good. The thing I liked the most, though, was the final product. We werenât just out smashing shit up or doing drugs or whateverâwe were breaking the rules by creating something new.
I uncap a paint stick. When Iâm throwing up a new piece, I like to start with a quick outline. Some people use Magic Markers or charcoal; really good artists just slap up an outline with the spray can, but I like paint sticks. Theyâre kind of expensive but worth itâtheyâre slick, so they slide nicely over the walls, and they leave a good crisp edge. They smell really good too.
The trees cast some shadow on me, but itâs still broad daylight, so I have to be extra careful. Iâve been working on this image of a rose. I know it sounds girly, but itâs not, reallyâitâs got hard edges and, most important, itâs original. I start off with a black outline, then fill in the stem and a couple of thorns with brown paint. I finish the rose with blueâkind of a chalky bluebird-blue for the
David G. Hartwell and Kathryn Cramer