one years agoâoh, the unwelcome surprise of embryonic development when all you wanted was breakfastâwhen she saw the headlights turn into the drive.
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Jiminy felt like a better version of herself around Bo. She was less shy, less nervous, more curious, more lively. She hoped heâd been enjoying himself, too, and that she was more than just a mildly entertaining diversion from dry medical texts. But they hadnât discussed how they felt. They hadnât had physical contact besides friendly shoulder squeezes and high fives on the makeshift basketball court. Which was appropriate, Jiminy knew, at least where Fayeville was concerned. Anything more than a friendship would be frowned uponâeven still, even today. Even so, Jiminy had let herself imagine a romance, and recognized that anticipating the disapproval it would engender actually made it that much more tempting to her. She was annoyed at herself for thisâfor harboring impure motivations. She believed she should want something solely for the thing itself, not because it was surprising or controversial. Because she was falling short, she felt as tainted as the town, and this shielded her from delusions of moral superiority.
Jiminy wasnât thinking about any of this at the moment, however. She couldnât think of anything besides what sheâd just experienced. In fact, she wasnât positive sheâd ever be able to think about anything else again.
At her cajoling, Bo had taken her to visit the crazy old great-uncle whoâd talked of his aunt Lynâs past when no one else would. Boâs Uncle Fred lived on a hilltop two counties over, forty minutes away, and heâd proven as loquacious as advertised.
âIf it isnât Mr. Bojangles!â he exclaimed as they pulled up to his sprawling, chaotic abode.
There was a house amid the clutter, but you had to look hard for it. A tree was growing through Fredâs front porch, and a couch and coffee table sat in the yard. There was an inside-out feeling to the whole place, as if it had been scooped up by a tornado, churned around, and spat back out in no particular order. Plants, animals, and furniture spilled all over one another. It was almost a caricature of a backwoods eccentricâs lair.
âAnd whoâve ya brung?â Fred bellowed. âWhoâve ya brung with ya, Mr. Bojangles?â
âHey, Uncle Fred. This is my friend Jiminy,â Bo answered.
Fred had rushed toward them, surprisingly fast for a man so frail and gnarled, and peered intently at Jiminyâs face.
âThereâs only one Jiminy,â he said finally. âYou must be someone else.â
Jiminy had been holding her breath without realizing it. She exhaled then, keeping her gaze steady. Fredâs eyes were rheumy but bright.
âI must be,â she agreed.
And then the three of them had sat in Fredâs outdoor living room, surrounded by strutting peacocks, and talked for hours.
Now, as the car rolled slowly homeward, Jiminyâs head was stuffed with more of a story than she knew what to do with. She felt it pressing against the back of her eyes and welling up in her throat, threatening to overwhelm her.
âYou okay?â Bo asked.
Jiminy considered. What a question, given what they now knew. How could she be, really? How could anyone? She could still hear Fredâs words echoing in her head.
âThey hunted âem,â heâd said. âThey hunted Jiminy and Edward and they got âem. Ran Edwardâs car off the road and drug âem out and shot âem. Threw âem in the river, burned their car. Donât know who exactlyâthing is, it coulda been any of âem. It coulda been all of âem. Thatâs the way things were.â
Listening to Fred, Jiminy had cried long, stringy tears and felt herself unraveling.
âBut why?â sheâd asked.
Fred picked some mites off a peacock chick while he let the