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the dark fingers of the black pit where I lived my life began to tug at me and pull me toward the bottom.
    Leave. Go. Get a fucking drink and let’s get the fuck out of here. Fuck him.
    “You! God damn it Kat! YOU! Now make a choice, ‘cause this is it. Stay and I’ll be here for you, more than you could ever imagine. Or fucking go and be gone.” The furrows in his brow deepened as there was the slightest catch in his voice. The thick, broad muscles in his chest raised and lowered with his restrained breath.
    The voice in my head was bellowing, incessant and beyond demanding. I couldn’t think, I needed a minute. My legs took two steps toward the door before my lips moved.
    “Just let me get a fucking drink Jesse!!! God damn it!!!”
    All 6’6” and 250 pounds of iron muscle and ferocious determination kicked the door closed in front of me, scooped me up around the waist and before I could take a breath, flipped me over as he sat down on the sofa, ripping my jeans down around my knees as I screamed and kicked with whatever power my sick, weakened body could muster.
    “STOP IT! WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING!!”
    I couldn’t see Jesse’s face, but his hands moved like a fury, the cool air of the room washing across my naked ass as he ripped my panties off and threw them against the door, pushing my body down hard onto his thighs. My disheveled hair stuck to my face as I hung upside down over his lap, vile words and noises streamed from my mouth until the screaming bright white light blew up inside my head with the impact of his first blow.
    SMACK
    Then the next.
    SMACK
    I’ve had two other moments in my life where time seemed to alter itself. Become flexible and stretch itself out before me. One, was when the police showed up at my house and took me from my parents. The second, was the moment I saw Jesse, standing in the hallway at the hospital waiting for me, the look in his eyes telling me everything my nightmares were made of.
    There was a power in Jesse, it was the deep strike of his blows, restrained as they were. But, it was so much more, something deep inside every fiber of his being that made him almost vibrate. Elevate. The energy that surrounded him made people take a step away, give him a wide birth, without even knowing why.
    SMACK
    SMACK
    SMACK
    “STOP!!!” My pitiful voice barely a whisper as I lay ensconced against the legs of the man that had been the object of my deepest desires for as long as I could remember. His open bare hand making sickening smacking noises against the naked flesh of my upturned bottom. The force of his blows immeasurably more intense than a mere spanking.
    SMACK, SMACK
    My eyes exploded in stinging rivers of tears along with soul shaking sobs that emanated from a place so walled off and fortified deep with in me, that no light had penetrated there since Kent died and left me utterly alone in the world.
    SMACK, SMACK
    Jesse’s hand pressed down on my back as his other continued to wield it’s painful punishment on my round cheeks. Somehow, in a moment between the blows, I teetered on that knife’s edge, that thin space between pleasure and pain as the heat and stinging impact of the spanking wrenched through my body. The thunder of the spanking making my ass sing with scorching pain, then a strange warmth gathered under the deep impact, sinking down, wiggling it’s searing red fingers into my outer lips, teasing and tingling there before the next impact.
    SMACK, SMACK, SMACK
    My world turned utterly and completely upside down at that moment. My breath coming in huge gulps and gasps between the sobs as Jesse’s flaming hot hand rested firmly on top of my welted ass, creating a vortex of heat between us.
    “Why? Why Jesse?” I croaked out the words but honestly wasn’t sure what I was asking. There were so many ‘Why’s’ in my short life and I knew he didn’t have the answers. But, something I did know, into the deepest, most sacred place in my soul, is that he