weâre not supposed to shoot civilians.â She was on a roll. âNow can you tell me how Iâm going to explain that to my great-grandmother?â
âOkay, let me straighten this mess out.â Jonesy was soaking his feet in a basin of water. âIf somebody who looks like an A-rab shoots you, the first thing you got to do is to pull out your Rules of Engagement card and see what the rules are for the day. Because it could be a Rodney King day and we just all trying to get along and then you donât shoot him.â
âYou think thatâs funny but it ainât funny, Jones.â Darcy was still mad. âAnd how about that stuff with the Sunnis and the other people?â
âThe Shiites,â I said. âColonel King said there might be battles between the two sects.â
âSo if theyâre shooting, you have to see who theyâre aiming at,â Pendleton said. âThey could be shooting at each other.â
âAnd Saddam wiped out a whole village of Kurds,â Marla said.
âMy great-grandmother is not going to understand this crap,â Darcy said. âI donât understand it, either. Weâre over here talking about an enemy we canât identify and friends weâre not sure about.â
âWhat bugged me was when Captain Coles asked if we were going to disarm the Iraqis and Colonel King said we werenât,â Pendleton said. âHe said it would be disrespecting the tribes and we canât do that because weâre going to be dependent on them to give us information.
âWhat we got to do over here,â Pendleton continued, âis to kill all of them and let God sort them out.â
I turned and looked at him and saw he wasnât smiling. He meant just what he said.
King had been talking about treating people humanely, and with dignity, but we were thinking about how hard staying alive was going to be.
The bombing of Iraq has started. I donât know what itâs doing to the Iraqis, but itâs filled us with shock and awe. We watched the first impacts on Baghdad this morning on television just before daybreak. The dim images of city buildings suddenlyilluminated by explosions that swept across the night sky filled the TV screen with brilliant color. A reporter wearing a flak jacket flinched as the bombs exploded behind him. Some of our guys were cheering; most just watched quietly. It wasnât hard to imagine those bombs falling somewhere near you.
At 0600 we saddled up and went out to the range to test-fire our weapons. Targets were a hundred yards out and each squad took a turn trying to hit them. In stateside training, the shooting was a pastime, something you did because it was interesting but you didnât really like because you knew it meant you had to clean your weapon. Here on the Kuwaiti desert, target practice was suddenly serious.
When it was my turn on the squad gun I was on target when we were stationary but way off when the Humvee was on the go.
âDonât worry about it,â Captain Coles said. âWhen weâre on the move itâs suppressive fireâall we want the enemy to do is to keep his head down while we get away.â
Jonesy wasnât any better than I was, but Kennedy was on the money big-time.
âYou do a lot of shooting back in the States?â I asked.
âI guess,â she said with a shrug. âMy training officer said it just comes naturally to some people.â
âYouâre a lot better at it than I am,â I said.
âBirdy, the way you shoot is pitiful.â Marla grinned. âMaybe you should just practice making mean faces at the enemy.â
I didnât like that. The girl had an edge to her that ran along my nerves all the time. I thought about what my father said: Iâd meet a lot of lousy people in the army.
We left the target range and trekked to supply. Sergeant Harris was in charge; he had checklists and made