she replied as he pressed a kiss to her cheek. âSay hi to Tom. Tell him not to forget the big picnic on the Fourth. Weâre all supposed to be at Jessâs by six.â
âWill you make potato salad?â
Sarah laughed and handed him a paper bag. âOooh, a request. Iâll make you a deal. Iâll make the salad if youâll bring a date.â
Josh sighed, wishing everyone would stop with the matchmaking. âSarah ⦠you and Jess have been plotting again.â
âAnd Mom. Donât forget Mom. We were thinking Elaine, you know? From the inn?â
Lainey Price. Nice enough but so not his type. âNo matchmaking.â
âOr maybe Summerâs free. You do tend to end up together at these things.â
He sent her a dark warning look. Summer was a nice girl, too, but that was it. Nice. Not for him. âBack off, Sarah,â he warned.
âYouâre lonely.â
âNo, Iâm not. And I can find my own girl if I want one.â
âThen why donât you?â
It was a fair question. Erin had been gone nearly two years. Did he still grieve? Yes. But not necessarily for the reasons his family thought. He wasnât sure he ever wanted to go down that road again. Dating in this town was problematic, too. Everyone would know within the hour and would have them marching down the aisle by the following breakfast. There would be no privacy to fall in love, just pressure. It was easier just to steer clear.
âNot yet,â he answered, not wanting to get into his personal life with Sarah this morning. All he wanted was to have his breakfast and get to work and treat this like any other day.
Because thatâs exactly what it was. A day just like yesterday, and tomorrow would be the same again. Until he damn well felt like changing it.
âI still want potato salad. Now let me get going.â He leaned over and kissed her cheek again, knowing he could definitely get around her that way.
The fog was thick as he drove to the edge of town and the small prefab that Tom used as an office for Arseneault Contracting. He dropped off the circular saw heâd borrowed to cut some new deck boards and then drove the six blocks to the clinic. It was oddly quiet after he shut the truck door. On mornings like this, the sounds of the bay held a different, mysterious quality that almost felt otherworldly.
He could see the moisture hang in the air and he tried not to let the dismal weather drag down his mood. This was the life heâd chosen. His own practice, back with his family. At the time it had made the most sense. But lately there was something missing. Something more that left him unsatisfied. He wished he could put his finger on it.
This damned fog wasnât helping matters any. He opened the back door to the office and flicked on the lights. Their assistant, Robin, was already ten minutes late, and when he booted up the computer the e-mail showed sheâd be an hour late because her kid had popped a wire on his braces, requiring an emergency trip to the orthodontist. Josh turned on the radio for background noise and set to work making coffee.
âDammit,â he muttered, running a hand over his hair. âWhy do I bother hiring people when they never manage to show up on time?â Now he was on the hook for pulling the first patient files and making sure the exam rooms were prepared.
When the back door opened and shut again, his irritation spilled over. âItâs about time!â he called out. âYour appointment go faster than expected?â
âI didnât realize I was late,â said a soft voice, and Josh paused, his hand on the trash can that hadnât been emptied the night before.
He looked over his shoulder, knowing it had to be Dr. Howard but unprepared for the sight just the same. Medium height. A bit too skinny for his taste. Good eyes, though, he thought, and he suspected her dark hair would be quite a