morning, that it was awfully busy back there, far more than breakfast for the family would warrant.
âWhatâs going on?â I asked my sister, who was behind the white Formica counter refilling her own coffee. Clint reclaimed his chair at table three and began pouring maple syrup over a stack of pancakes around a foot tall. I looked quickly away, my stomach jumping, and snagged a stool near Jilly.
âRich said thereâs a party of twenty heading over for lunch today. Some guys he used to know. I guess theyâre at the campground and heard we serve a damn good fish fry.â Jilly leaned the small of her back against the stainless steel sink near the coffee maker and took a long drink. âMmmmm.â
I sipped cautiously. From behind the ticket window, Tishâs face appeared. She was my early riser, a true morning person, and she grinned brightly at me, visible only from the shoulders up.
âMorning, Mom. Aunt Jilly said we should be nice to you since youâre hung over this morning.â
I groaned, giving Jillian the evil eye. She rolled her own back at me, as Tish continued, âGrandma said we could all help out this summer in the café.â
âStarting today, if you like,â Mom called, appearing behind Tish. She was dressed in a flowered blouse, her hair piled into a serviceable bun on her head. Both she and Tish were sporting earrings made from feathers, two pairs for my daughter.
âWhereâd you get those?â I asked, twirling a finger near my own earlobe.
âAunt Ellen makes them,â Tish informed me. âAre you gonna help out today or what, Mom? Thereâs a twenty-top at noon.â
âWeâre here twelve hours and youâre already spouting restaurant lingo,â I observed, deciding not to make an issue about the earrings. I was all about picking my battles these days. âYeah, thatâs fine, Mom, Iâll help.â
âBetter get some shoes first, Aunt Joey,â Clint said, indicating my bare feet with his fork.
âRight, thanks, Clinty,â I told him, curling my toes over the rung of the stool.
âHere comes Gran,â Jilly observed, peering over my shoulder.
I turned in time to see our grandmother come whacking through the screen door, a small, wiry woman in pink pedal pushers, her wispy hair resembling nothing so much as a dandelion gone to seed. She used a cane these days, and wore thick-soled orthopedic shoes, but her voice was as strong as ever, her eyes snapping as she reached with her free arm to give me a hug. I wrapped my own about her and hugged as hard as I dared; she felt so frail in my arms. I clung for a long moment as she rubbed her hand over my back, briskly. Then abruptly she pulled back and said decisively, âJoelle, you look good.â
My heart softened. âThanks, Gran, you too.â
âWhereâs that son of a bitch, Jackson?â
I didnât even flinch, I was so used to this attitude. Gran, to be fair, had never been overly fond of Jackie, even back in our dating days. She always claimed he was too charming for his own good, which Iâd resented. I leaned and pecked her on the cheek before replying, âHeâs home in Chicago, Gran. He wonât be here this summer.â
âHow are the girls taking it?â she asked, lowering her voice a smidge. Her shrewd gaze would harbor no bullshit from me.
âTerrible,â I admitted, following at her side as she moved to join Clint.
He mumbled, âMorning, Gran,â around a mouthful of pancakes.
I went on, low-voiced, âThey adore their dad. They canât see his faults.â
âHmph,â Gran replied to this. But it was true; the girls didnât know about their fatherâs indiscretion, though I knew Camille suspected. She hadnât been willing to swallow the story Iâd concocted about the two of us needing a break. But as much as I loved my children, and desired to
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