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problem.”
    “I’m not the one with the problem.”
    Commitment meant putting your own needs second and he was too selfish to make that sacrifice for anyone. He wanted to be able to work when he needed to without feeling the constant tug of duty and responsibility. He wanted to travel without always feeling there was another place he should be. He wanted freedom. He didn’t want to feel trapped and stifled in the same way his father had.
    10,11,12 —the elevator had to be the slowest ever. He felt like getting out and pushing.
    “Tyler, you should go home.” Jackson still had his arm around Kayla. “Gramps won’t thank us if he comes home and finds the place neglected.”
    “He never thanks us, anyway,” Tyler muttered and Sean slid his finger around his already loosened collar.
    “I’m not expecting a warm welcome.”
    “You could come home more often,” Jackson replied mildly. “That would help.”
    Tyler eyed his suit. “He doesn’t have the right clothing. You can’t walk around Snow Crystal in silk shirts and Armani.”
    “It’s Brioni. I bought it when I was presenting at a medical conference in Milan.” He didn’t add that moving to Snow Crystal permanently would be one sacrifice he wouldn’t be making anytime soon. “A good suit is an investment. I seem to remember you owning a decent suit once. Several, in fact. Of course, that was in the days before you let yourself go.”
    The exchange with his brothers was comfortable and familiar and kept him sane until the elevator finally stopped. He strode out before the doors were fully open, relieved to be out of the confined space, trapped with emotions he didn’t want to confront.
    Tyler was right on his heels. “I can’t stand hospitals. All those white coats and beeping machines and people using incomprehensible words.” His face was noticeably paler than usual. “It’s like being on an alien spaceship.”
    Sean wondered if being here reminded his brother of his accident.
    For him, hospitals were exciting places, centers for research, full of possibilities.
    He felt completely at home and his brothers seemed to know that because Jackson slapped him on the shoulder.
    “You know your way around this spaceship. Ready to kick some butt?”
    “Do aliens have butts?”
    Kayla rolled her eyes. “You sound like a bad movie.”
    “What sort of movie?” Jackson’s eyes were on her mouth. “You mean like a porn movie? Because if you want to do bad things to me, that’s fine.”
    Sean caught Tyler’s eye. His brother shrugged.
    “Like I said—true love. It will happen to you one day when you least expect it. And the next thing you know you’ll be walking around with your lips glued to some chick making embarrassing noises like our beloved brother here.”
    And not long after that the sacrifices would start. I became us and along with us came a giant dollop of compromise and suddenly your life didn’t look anything like the way you’d once wanted it to look. You stared into the mirror and asked yourself how the hell did I end up here?
    There was no way, no way, that was ever going to happen to him.
    “There’s an ice machine at the end of the corridor.” Sean glanced at the signs and found the direction he wanted. “You two should go sit in it while I talk to Gramps.”
    * * *
    É LISE SPENT THE evening cooking. Combining flavors and textures was a way of occupying her mind and soothing her anxiety. She told herself it was work, that she needed new recipes for the café, but in truth it was distraction. Distraction from thoughts of Walter and that horrible moment when he’d collapsed at her feet.
    It had been hours and she’d heard nothing. She’d texted Kayla twice and received no response. The next step would be to call the hospital and she was close to doing that.
    It was almost midnight. Why hadn’t Kayla called?
    Dark fell over the lake.
    An owl hooted.
    Unable to contemplate sleep, she cooked and wrote notes on the laptop she