seemed fond. Admiring. And a little sad.
âBut thy eternal summer shall not fade
Nor lose possession of that fair owâst;
Nor shall Death brag thou wandârest in his shade,
When in eternal lines to time thou growâst;
So long as men can breathe or eyes can see,
So long lives this, and this gives life to thee.â
âSonnet Eighteen,â I murmured, thinking he recited beautifully. Hell, forget his recitation skills. How many guys in this age of instant messaging even knew Shakespeare anymore? His amused little half-smile played over his face.
âClever and beautiful. How could any man settle for a mortal woman?â
âEasily,â I returned. My friendsâ misgivings suddenly loomed up in me. âYou could, you know.â
He blinked, and his rapt look faded, giving way to exasperation. âOh. Not this discussion again.â
âIâm seriousââ
âAnd so am I. I donât want to be with anyone else right now. Iâve told you that a hundred times. Why do we keep talking about this?â
âBecause you know we canâtââ
âNo buts. Give me some credit for being able to control myself. Besides, Iâm not with you for sex. You know that. Iâm with you to be with you.â
âHow can that be enough?â It never had been for any other man Iâd known.
âBecause . . . because . . .â He tipped my chin up with his hand, the emotion in those eyes making my insides melt. âBecause being with you feels so right . . . like itâs always been meant to be. You make me believe in a higher power for once in my life.â
I closed my eyes and put my head on his chest. I could hear his heart beating. He wrapped me to him, his embrace warm and solid, and I felt like I couldnât get close enough to him. Probably I should have let the discussion go then, but one more thing was still on my mind tonight. After all, I had a gold-embossed certificate sitting on my counter.
âEven if you can control yourself . . . even if you can stay celibate, you know I wonât be.â
The words hurt coming out, but my mouthâs control switch didnât always function so well. Besides, I didnât want anything standing between us.
âI donât care.â But I felt his hold on me stiffen a little.
âSeth, you willââ
âThetis, I donât care . It doesnât matter. Nothing matters except what happens between you and me.â
The fierceness in his voiceâa contrast to his normal placidityâthrilled me, but it was not that that made me give up the argument. It was the word âThetis.â Thetis. Thetis the shape-shifting goddess. The shape-shifter wooed and won by a steadfast mortal. Seth had coined the name for me when he learned I was a succubus, when heâd first insinuated that my infernal standing was not a deterrent.
I pulled him closer. Donât look down.
We went to bed shortly thereafter, Aubrey snuggling up at our feet. The feel of Sethâs body curled by mine under the covers was tantalizing, a cruel whisper of the restrictions around us.
I sighed and tried to think of something other than how nice he felt or how great it would be if he slid his hand up my shirt. I grinned as a most unsexual sentiment came to mind.
âI want pancakes.â
âWhat? Right now?â
âNo. For breakfast.â
âOh.â He yawned. âYouâd better get up early then.â
âMe? Iâm not going to make them.â
âYeah?â His sleepy voice carried mock sympathy. âWhoâs going to make them for you then?â
âYou are.â
It was a well-known factâat least to Seth and meâthat he made the best pancakes known to mankind. They always came out perfect, light and fluffy. Through some kitchen magic, he even managed to put smiley faces on them when he made them for me. Once heâd even put a G on
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