these years later, Iâm pregnant and I donât know what to do. Because somehow, I donât know how, but a strange sort of miracle has happened. This baby inside me belongs to him.â
chapter 2
FOUR YEARS, SEVEN MONTHS, FIFTEEN DAYS, AND FIVE HOURS BEFORE Melissa Moody shows up at the Chasesâ house and delivers this unthinkable news, she is sitting on the cushioned seat by her bedroom window, waiting and watching for the white limousine to round the corner with Ronnie inside. On this warm June evening, she is still a high school senior, still an innocent teenager with the same kind of sweet, flawless face as those girls in the department-store circulars that come with the Sunday paper. Melissa doesnât know yet, of course, that this will be her last night with that face. For now, she is happily dressed in her lacy, pearl-colored Gunne Sax gown. It is a vintage dress that she bought for twenty-nine dollars at The Rusty Zipper in Philadelphia, since she couldnât find anything decent at the King of Prussia Mall given the fifty-dollar budget set by her stingy parents. Melissa is so grateful that they consented to let her and her sister go to the prom that she hasnât dared utter a single word of complaint.
Down the hall, she hears the sounds of Stacy getting ready. A hair dryer whirs on and off. A brush clanks against the vanity. The medicine cabinet opens then slams shut. Stacy opted for an emerald green dress off the clearance rack at Fileneâs that their mother took in on the sewing machine. Melissa warned her that it was a mistake, but Stacy didnât listen. Now her sister is sorry because it looks, well, it looks like an emerald green dress off the clearance rack that their mother took in on the sewing machine.
âMissy!â Stacy yells in a nails-against-the-chalkboard voice. âPlease come save me from this fashion nightmare!â
âIâll help you in a minute,â Melissa calls back, gazing once more toward the end of the street and past the white clapboard church on the corner. The limo is nowhere in sight. All she sees is a group of young girls Rollerblading near the stop sign. Theyâve built a makeshift ramp with scrap plywood and two large rocks borrowed from a neighborâs stone wall. So far none of them has made it over without crashing to the ground. I used to babysit for those girls back in junior high, Melissa thinks, now here I am going to my prom. For the first time in her life, she feels grownup and freeâor close to free anywayâfrom the prison of her parentsâ rules. Much of that feeling has to do with Ronnie and the plans theyâve made for tonight, not to mention the plans theyâve made for their lives after graduation.
âMissy! Ronnie and Chaz will be here any second, and I look like a mermaid!â
Melissa canât help but laugh. âIâm sure Chaz will love you as a mermaid. Itâll be like that movie they always show on TBS with Daryl Whatâs-her-ass and Tom Hanks.â
âVery funny,â Stacy says, pushing open the bedroom door and holding the brush in front of her like a small sword. âIâm serious. I need your help.â
âItâs not like I didnât warn you.â
âOkay, so you warned me. I admit it. You are hereby officially dubbed the all-knowing goddess of prom-dress wisdom. So can you come down from your throne and tell me what I should do?â
Stacy puts her hand against her hip, a hip that Melissa canât help but notice looks twice its normal size thanks to the dress. The thing fits her like the slipcovers their mother made for the donated chairs in the lounge of the church basementâtight in all the wrong places, baggy everywhere else. The color hurts to look at.
âIs there a dimmer switch on the back of that thing?â Melissa says, shielding her eyes with her hand.
Her sister lets out a huff. âMake fun of me all you want, but