fashionable, composed. The service proceeded.
The Rector mounted the steps of the pulpit, gave out his text.
Part of the 95th psalm; the tenth verse. Part of the psalm we sing every Sunday morning. âIt is a people who do err in their hearts, for they have not known my ways.â
The Rector was a good man, but not an eloquent one. He strove to give to his listeners the thought that the words had conveyed to him. A people that erred, not in what they did , not in actions displeasing to God, not in overt sinâbut a people not even knowing that they erred. A people who, quite simply, did not know God ⦠âThey did not know what God was, what he wanted, how he showed himself. They could know. That was the point the Rector was striving to make. Ignorance is no defence. They could know.
He turned to the East.
âAnd now to God the Father â¦â
Heâd put it very badly, the Rector thought sadly. He hadnât made his meaning clear at all â¦
Quite a good congregation this evening. How many of them, he wondered, really knew God?
Again Janet Grierson knelt and prayed with fervour and desperation. It was a matter of will, of concentration. If she could get throughâGod was all powerful. If she could reach him â¦
For a moment she felt she was getting thereâand then there was the irritating rustle of people rising; sighs, movements. Her husband touched her arm. Unwillingly she rose. Her face was very pale. Her husband looked at her with a slight frown. He was a quiet man who disliked intensity of any kind.
In the porch friends met them.
âWhat an attractive hat, Janet. Itâs new, isnât it?â
âOh no, itâs terribly old.â
âHats are so difficult,â Mrs. Stewart complained. âOne hardly ever wears one in the country and then on Sunday one feels odd. Janet, do you know Mrs. LamphreyâMrs. Grierson. Major Grierson. The Lamphreys have taken Island Lodge.â
âIâm so glad,â said Janet, shaking hands. âItâs a delightful house.â
âEveryone says weâll be flooded out in winter,â said Mrs. Lamphrey ruefully.
âOh noânot most years.â
âBut some years? I knew it! But the children were mad about it. And of course theyâd adore a flood.â
âHow many have you?â
âTwo boys and a girl.â
âEdward is just the same age as our Johnnie,â said Mrs. Stewart. âI suppose heâll be going to his public school next year. Johnnieâs going to Winchester.â
âOh, Edward is much too much of a moron ever to pass common entrance, Iâm sure,â sighed Mrs. Lamphrey. âHe doesnât care for anything but games. Weâll have to send him to a crammerâs. Isnât it terrible, Mrs. Grierson, when oneâs children turn out to be morons?â
Almost at once, she felt the chill. A quick change of subjectâthe forthcoming fête at Wellsly Park.
As the groups moved off in varying directions, Mrs. Stewart said to her friend:
âDarling, I ought to have warned you!â
âDid I say something wrong? I thought soâbut what?â
âThe Griersons. Their boy. Theyâve only got one. And heâs subnormal. Mentally retarded.â
âOh how awfulâbut I couldnât know. Why does one always go and put oneâs foot straight into things?â
âItâs just that Janetâs rather sensitive â¦â
As they walked along the field path, Rodney Grierson said gently,
âThey didnât mean anything. That woman didnât know.â
âNo. No, of course she didnât.â
âJanet, canât you tryââ
âTry what?â
âTry not to mind so much. Canât you acceptââ
Her voice interrupted him, it was high and strained.
âNo, I canât accept âas you put it. There must be something that could be done! Heâs
Janwillem van de Wetering