smell.
The examinerâs hands still. He keeps one held out, palm up, and utters a last incantation. A bead of light appears in the hollow of his hand. Its color is indeterminate, an unripe silver. I know from my own test that green means kasir and blue halan. I hold my breath.
The drop of light turns blue.
I let out an audible sigh. The kasir makes me sign a document in Motherâs place. After I convince the examiner my brother can write his own name, Caleb signs too.
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O UTSIDE THE D ISTRICT Hall, Caleb assures me I donât need to walk him to the Avramsâ, so I let him go on his way. As I sprint toward school, I picture myself ending up on the docks of the Davgir unloading barges of Xanite cotton and Laishidi silk, or working on a factory assembly line.
My calves are burning by the time I reach Horiel Primary. The foyer is empty but for the caretaker sweeping the floor. The door of the headmasterâs office looms at the end of the hallway. Steeling myself, I knock.
âEnter,â comes a muffled voice.
I let myself into the office and approach Aradi Terachâs desk until the fumes from his pipe become too much. His eyes are small and sharp in his broad face, and his thick fingers drum on his armrest. School headmaster is one of the plusher jobs available to halani, a fact which makes Aradi Terach rather smug.
âGood morning, sir. My name is Marah Levi.â I havenât been in enough trouble to have wound up in his office for years, so he wonât remember my name. âIâm in Final, and Iâm supposed to be taking the SSE, but I wasnât able to get to school until now.â
He lowers his pipe and squints at me. I already have a feeling Iâll never see the pages of this yearâs test.
âThe exam was set for this morning, Levi. Every Final student in Ashara has known this for weeks. What possible excuse might you have for arriving so catastrophically late?â
âMy brother was summoned to the District Hall, sir.â
âAs far as I am aware, it was not your brother who was registered for the SSE,â says Aradi Terach.
âYes, but I had to go with him. Heâs deaf.â
âSurely your mother could have taken him?â
âMy mother works, sir.â Anxious to head off further questions, I ask, âSince the examâs not over yet, do you think I could start it now?â
âThe proctors cannot make irregular accommodations. The rules stateââ
âPlease, Aradi, there was nothing I could do.â
âDid you just interrupt me?â says the headmaster.
The blood reverses in my veins.
âYou are dismissed, Levi. The SSE will be offered again next year.â
4
W here were you yesterday?â Leah demands when I burst out of the apartment building in the morning, my violin case banging against my leg and Caleb on my heels. My friend is waiting on our doorstep with her own fiddle case.
âYouâre here already?â I usually meet her at her place when I bring Caleb over.
âOf course Iâm here!â Leah signs hello to Caleb before continuing. âI could barely concentrate yesterday, wondering what had happened. I came by after school to find out, but you werenât home. It was the SSE, Marah!â
âI know.â I turn to Caleb.
Can you walk to Leahâs by yourself?
He just grins and disappears around the corner. As Leah and I start toward school, I tell her about my morning at the District Hall and the headmasterâs total lack of sympathy.
Leah strides faster in her agitation. âWhat will you
do
?â
âWait till next year, I guess.â Thatâs what I told Mother last night. After leaving the headmasterâs office, I went on a long, dazed walk through the city and didnât return home until the sun was sinking. Mother was waiting for me, distressed and overflowing with apologies even though I didnât blame