get big, as though heâs just remembered making a terrible mistake.
âCan my mother bring him tomorrow?â I ask the kasir.
The officialâs gaze slides back to me. âYour brother must come to the District Hall immediately. Itâs only a few blocks away.â
âBut sir, Iâm in Final, and the SSEâs today. It starts in less than an hour. I promise my mother willââ
âI have orders,â the kasir says, a note of regret in his voice. âIf you want, I could take him over myself.â
I would never leave my brother in the hands of some kasir official, but all I say is, âHeâs deaf, sir. Someone needs to interpret for him.â
Cursing to myself, I sign to Caleb.
He says we have to go now
.
He raises his eyebrows.
What about the SSE?
Donât worry
, I sign.
Weâll find Mother. She can stay with you, and Iâll go to school
.
Once Iâve gathered our identity papers and my schoolbag, we leave the apartment and proceed downstairs.
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A T THE D ISTRICT Hall, a balding official directs us to a room containing a row of chairs and an unoccupied desk. According to the clock on the wall, itâs five past eight. The SSE begins in less than half an hour.
âWait,â I say to the official before he withdraws. âWhere can I find Chavah Levi?â
The balding kasir frowns in puzzlement, but he says, âChavah Levi works upstairs.â
Leaving Caleb in the waiting room, I find the staircase and climb to the upper floor. Itâs a labyrinth. The hallways zigzag, there are too many corners, and nothing distinguishes one stretch of corridor from another except the words stenciled on the doorsâ frosted panes: Registry of Vital Records, Health and Sanitation, Courtroom . . . Many rooms are empty, and the people I do find send me farther on with confusing directions.
Ready to give in to blind panic, I poke my head into the next office. A man in a plain black suit is standing near the window, his arms loaded with papers.
âExcuse me, sir, whereâs Chavah Levi?â
He gives me a startled look. âLevi? Oh, they sent her across the city to deliver some documents. Sheâll be back this afternoon.â
This afternoon? Thereâs no hope. My expression must betray me, because he says, âIs it urgent?â
I shake my head and dart out.
Caleb looks alarmed when I rush into the waiting room. The kasir who summoned us from the apartment is here, chatting with another official who has returned to his post at the desk.
âSir,â I gasp, addressing our escort. âOur motherâs not here. Would it be possible for the examiner to come at once?â
He purses his lips. âIâll see what I can do.â
He leaves the waiting room, and I sink into the chair next to Calebâs.
You should go
, my brother signs.
I can stay by myself
.
I shake my head. Iâm not abandoning him in this nest of kasiri to fend for himself.
The examiner doesnât come. The SSE will have started by now. Will they let me in late? I feel like the breakfast in my stomach is curdling.
Finally, a pudgy, black-clad kasir enters the waiting room and calls Calebâs name. He ushers us into a cramped side office and motions for us to sit.
âThis is the boy?â he says.
âYes, sir.â I hand him Calebâs papers. He glances at them, then flings them onto a chair.
âStand up. How old are you?â He gestures impatiently, and Caleb leaps to his feet. I sign to him discreetly, and he raises all ten fingers.
âWhy donât you speak, boy?â
âHeâs deaf, sir,â I say.
The official becomes, if possible, even more bored. My stomach tightens as he begins a sequence of hand motions and spoken syllables. Pinpricks of lightâgold, green, purple âblossom and die at his fingertips. I want to cover my nose against the magicâs sharp