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that I was going to be fucking hurting over this shit. Fuck it! Fuck her ’cause she completely fucked me!”
    Katrina threw her hand over her dresser knocking all her bottles and belongings on the floor. The action caused Devon and Teri to jump.
    â€œWhoa, dude, chill out. Yeah, what she did was fucked up but there’s no reason to fuck up your stuff because of what she did.” Teri jumped up and started picking the expensive bottles of cologne and things off of the floor.
    Katrina fell back on her bed. Her head was spinning again. She buried her face into her hands. She didn’t want her friends to see her cry, but she couldn’t help it. “I fucking loved her. I gave her my all. I didn’t deserve this shit!”
    Devon sat next to Katrina. She put her arm around her hurting friend. “Katrina, I know it’s hard to understand but I think that Saura did what she thought was going to be best. You know you weren’t going to make it easy for her to go. And I think she thought this might be the best way for both of you.”
    Katrina didn’t want to think rationally. She was in too much pain. “She was my world,” Katrina muttered. “My all. I have nothing anymore.”
    â€œUgh.” Teri let out a moan that caused both women to look at her. “Look I’m sorry but I can’t sit here and listen to this bullshit. Katrina, yes, you are hurting, yes, the woman you loved might have left. But you aren’t going to sit here and act like she was all you have. Dude, Saura did what she felt was best, for both of you. Maybe she was wrong for her actions, but in the end you and I both know you weren’t going to let her leave. May be you need to take a page from Saura’s handbook and start focusing on yourself for a change. It’s been a week; you still have on the same fucking clothes you had on when we went biking.”
    Katrina looked down at her athletic attire. She hadn’t changed. The only things she had done for a week were go to the bathroom, eat, and drink.
    â€œThis isn’t the end of the world, Tree,” Devon added. “I know it might seem like it but think about it like this. This wasn’t a bad breakup. She didn’t cheat on you or something. This might not be the end. Maybe you both need this time apart to see if it is really what you want.”
    â€œAll I want is Saura.” Katrina sighed.
    â€œWell what better way to get over this than going on your trip to Europe?” Devon smiled.
    â€œYeah, do you know how many fine-ass girls there are in Europe? Oh and think of the accents.”
    â€œHave your Eat, Pray, Love moment,” Devon joked.
    Katrina thought about what her friends were saying. If she had to get over her girl at least she wouldn’t have to be in her house with all the memories haunting her every day. Katrina took a deep breath; she exhaled the negativity she had been harboring for Saura. She knew deep down that Saura only did what she did to protect them both. Although flawed, she knew she would have to get over her anger at some point; she just didn’t know when that day would be.
    Katrina walked her friends out. They were only willing to leave after they felt she was cheered up enough. She walked back in her empty house. She wondered would it ever feel like home again. Katrina noticed that one of the photos on the wall was missing. Obviously Saura had taken her favorite photo of them.
    The house phone startled Katrina as it started to ring. The phone never rang and they only kept it because they had bad cell service in certain parts of the house. Katrina looked at the caller ID; it was an unknown number. Katrina’s heart started to race. She picked up the phone and pressed talk.
    â€œKatrina.”
    The voice sent chills down her spine. “Saura.” Katrina fought to hold back all emotion.
    â€œI’m sorry, Katrina. I know you are mad at me.”
    â€œSaura, why?