that wife of yours that she canât have a baby?â and âYou sure this young ladyâs going to want to give the boy up? I know all about those people who change their minds, say theyâre theirs and just run off with âem.â
Truth be told, Hale was having some serious problems with the whole surrogacy thing himself. He never should have agreed to let Savannah carry their baby. He never should have let his wife talk him into the child. Things had become strained between him and Kristina, growing worse, rather than better, during the pregnancy. His marriage had never been as solid as heâd hoped, but heâd believed he could make it work, and Kristina had been so desperately eager for a child that heâd said yes to her screwball plan. Now, he wasnât sure she even wanted a baby any longer. He didnât have a clue what was going on with her, but none of it was good.
A few minutes later, with guilty thoughts chasing around in his head, he left his grandfatherâs house, dodging raindrops as he dashed to his black Chevy TrailBlazer. Kristina drove a Mercedes sedan, which sheâd begged him for, and heâd acquiesced more because he didnât care than because the expensive car was so dear to her heart. Heâd known for a while that his reasons for marrying her in the first place were both more, and less, complicated than love, which didnât really enter into it at all. Heâd been wrapped in grief during his fatherâs death from a slow, lingering sicknessâcancer, Preston St. Cloud had told himâthough after his death Hale had learned that none of his doctors had given him that diagnosis. Prestonâs last doctor, more an herbalist than a trained physician, had simply lifted his shoulders and said, âSometimes the dying just know.â
Kristina had been everywhere during that time, helping him, soothing him, running his house, even keeping in contact with Haleâs mother in Philadelphia, who wanted to be apprised of his fatherâs condition though she and Preston had ceased even to speak since the divorce. Hale and Kristina had dated casually only a few times before Prestonâs last bout in the hospital, but Kristina had suddenly charged to the rescue, and when Preston died, Hale had leaned on her.
And shortly thereafter, heâd married her. A case of temporary insanity, apparently, for when heâd woken up from his grief, heâd found himself with a wife who was little more than a stranger to him. Still, she was his wife, heâd told himself, and heâd been determined that he was going to make their union work. Heâd balked initially when sheâd come to him crying, saying she had just learned she couldnât have a baby, and wanted to use a surrogate. Heâd given her a list of reasons why that wouldnât work, leaving out the biggest one: that he wasnât sure about their marriage. And then, when she revealed that her sister would be their surrogate, heâd really put his foot down.
But . . . he did want a child, heâd realized. And though things with Kristina werenât perfect, he was in no hurry to divorce her. She was his wife, for better or worse. So they werenât madly in love. They had made plans together and, with the help of an interior designer, had just put the finishing touches on their new home, a Bancroft Development architectural dream, which had a spectacular view of the Pacific and was set well back on a rocky headland, unlike those built on the shifting sands beneath Bancroft Bluff.
So . . . ? heâd asked himself one long night, when heâd stood on the back deck of their home while it was still being framed. Surrogacy? Was that the answer? Heâd been lost in thought for hours, and in the end heâd signed the papers, half expecting nothing to come of the IVF implant. And then the news: the pregnancy had taken. A shock. And heâd shared