money would give him the leverage to do just that.
He paused in the foyer of his apartment house to count it. In the flicker of a dying fluorescent light, he pulled off the thick rubber band and spread the bills. They were all hundreds, most of them the new ones. The bigger Franklin looked more distinguished, somehow more stately. Nickâs heart sped and his mouth went dry. Heâd never held so much money; hell, heâd never seen so much. He fingered through the fan, almost a hundred bills, nearly ten thousand dollars.
In the same moment, he saw Glory receding in his mindâs rearview mirror. Cancer had eaten his mother when he was only six. After that heâd become a punching bag for his brothers, one of those inflatable kinds, the ones that keep coming back for more. Peace came when Jake and Sam left to work the rigs, and Nick had lost himself in books. Then his father came home from the Gulf, condemned for life to a wheelchair.
Grades had saved Nick. Now, in an accident that felt like the rumble of a sleeping policeman, he allowed himself to see further down the road from Glory. The money meant grad school. Heâd sent out half a dozen applications, all to state schools, affordable programs. With this he could make it into Chapel Hill or Vanderbilt. His thoughts clouded suddenly with an image of the dead guyâs face. He snapped the rubber band around the money and stuffed it back into his pocket; he turned and ran up the stairs to his apartment.
Nick unlocked his door and stepped into his room, already stripping to his boxers. He opened the small freezer in his refrigerator, the light turning the apartment shadowy and mysterious, and placed the money underneath a bag of frozen green beans. He stuffed the bloodstained T-shirt into the trash. He emptied his jean pockets and put his wallet and keys beside the dish drain; he placed the bus station locker key beside them. At the kitchen sink he scrubbed furiously at his face and chest. Toweling dry, he turned to his bed on the far side of the room. The red glow of his alarm clock read 3:57.
âHey.â
Nick screamed and back peddled over the trash can, trying to escape the dead man. He sprawled across the floor, garbage spilling around him, his T-shirt falling against his face.
The bedside lamp popped on. Sue sat up in his bed, the comforter swaddled around her legs, her eyes swollen with sleep. She slept topless. Nickâs eyes lingered on the seashell pink of her nipples. He wondered what she had on under the covers.
âBeen waiting for you.â
Nick looked away. He picked up the T-shirt and crammed it into the trashcan. He piled the rest of the garbage on top of it. When he looked back at Sue, she smiled coyly. Her hair, usually a deep copper, looked darker, almost black in the lamplight.
She flung the comforter back with a flourish.
âYou coming or not?â
âSo you just left him there?â
Sue lay half-atop him, her face cradled at his neck. Her breath warmed his throat; he could feel the weight of her breasts on his chest.
Nick stared at the dark ceiling, doubt gnawing at him. âForget it,â he said. âI shouldnât have said anything.â
And yet what else could he have done? She had known it somehow: had seen it in his face as he crossed the room, maybe, or sensed it in the tense planes of his muscles when she touched him. âWhat is it, Nicky?â she had said. âTell me.â
The dead manâs face loomed out of the dark, mocking him. âNothing.â
âSomethingâs wrong, Nick. What happened? Tell me.â She smoothed the hair from his brow, her voice husky.
Finneyâs questionâ
â you going to Sueâs â
âleapt unbidden into his mind, and before he knew it the words were out, a boast and a confession, a measure of his trust for her. And something else: a shackle meant to bind them.
âWe killed a man.â
She did not move.
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