that we were on our way to City Island to go to school and get educated and âhave a futureâ as Peggy called it.
But wouldnât we have had a future anyhow? I wondered. You didnât need to go to City Island to have a future. You could get one of those no matter where you went.
Soon old Ben was nothing but a shadow and Peggyâs island was a distant stone. All there was around us was the blue of the sky and the specks that were faraway islands. There wasnât a cloud anywhere, not one, it was just blue, blue, burning blue â so blue it made your eyes ache and you longed for another colour, only there wasnât one, except the flash of a bright green sky-fish flying by, or the fluttering of an orange sky-clown, or the flabby white shape of a sail-fish, seeming to wander off in all directions at once.
âMartin!â Peggy shouted at me. She sounded annoyed.
âWhat?â
âYouâre the lookout, remember.â
âHuh?â
âLookout. Youâre supposed to be looking out. You donât look like youâre looking out to me. You look like youâre just looking.â
âI was looking.â
âYeah, well, youâre supposed to be looking out!â
âYes, dumb-head ââ (That was Gemma butting in. Peggy never called you names or worked up to insults or was ever really rude to you. You need a sister to do all that.) âYouâre supposed to be looking out on your side and Iâm looking out on mine.â
âWell, I was looking out,â I said. Which was a lie, but I donât mind telling the occasional one. âAnd even if I wasnât, there doesnât seem much to look out for.â
Peggy gave me one of her older-and-wiser looks.
âThere never does until you see it,â she said.
âWell, what am I supposed to notice? What am I supposed to bring to anyoneâs attention?â
âAnything suspicious, anything dangerous, anything that looks like trouble.â
âThereâs her,â I said, pointing at Gemma. âShe looks like all of those. Especially the trouble.â
âGet lost, Martin.â
âHere? How? Thereâs nowhere to get lost to.â
âThen try falling over the side ââ
âOK, thatâs enough, you two. Just keep an eye out, Martin, all right? These are dangerous skies.â
âThey look safe enough to me.â
âThatâs whatâs dangerous about them.â
âIf you say so.â
âI do. So keep them peeled.â
So peeled is how I kept them. At least I did until they started closing. I saw nothing too interesting either, except a sky-shark, chasing its prey, and I thought to myself: Isnât that always the way of it, one thing wanting to eat another? And Iâve also noticed that the thing doing the eating is usually bigger than the thing being eaten. Not always, but most of the time. Unless itâs bugs or sky-fleas, of course. But parasites eat you without necessarily killing you, whereas predators do the whole job in one.
And then, I guess, I just stopped peeling them and I maybe dozed off. When I opened up the eye hatches again, the sky was just the same bright blue, as blue as all monotony. Peggyâs island had gone from view and old Ben waving his trousers was a snapshot in an album somewhere. I did wonder if I would ever see any of them again â Ben, the island, or the trousers.
But then I saw something else, looming up and looming large, and it was a little too late to avoid it.
âLand ho!â I shouted.
Peggy was down below. The boat was on autopilot. Gemma was trailing a fishing line over the rail at the back.
Peggy came up on deck.
âLand ho where?â
âRight there, Peg.â
I pointed to where we were heading. If Iâd been keeping them alert and peeled like I was supposed to, we might have had time to take a little evasive action. But it was too late now. We