but thereâs something about Abha that eliminates all resistance. I obey.
âSit down.â A firm hand on my shoulder pushes me onto the bed. Just as well. When Iâm standing close to Abha Iâm inconveniently conscious of how much smaller she is than I am. Having to look up at her magnificent superstructure redresses the balance.
âSo you want to quit because youâve just discovered they gave you the part for the wrong reasons, and because you donât think youâre up to what theyâre asking you to do. Forget the first thing: most reasons are wrong reasons in this business. Someone gets a part by sleeping with the producer. In the end what matters is that she has the part, the film is made, perhaps itâs a hit, and then sheâs getting offers for lots of other parts she doesnât have to earn on her back. If this film succeeds for you, no one will ask who your father is. One day, Ashok Banjara, heâll be known only as your father. Right?â
I nod humbly. And dumbly.
âNext, you donât think you can do what they want you to do. So you think youâll never make it as an actor. Wrong. Tomorrow you go to the producer, who wants to impress your father so much, and you tell him the film is going down the tubes unless he listens to you. Tell him you canât do Gopi Masterâs moves. Youâre too tall, your legs are too long, your back is too straight, whatever. Our two duets can easily be rechoreographed with me doing the dancing around you, while you stand and tilt your head and move your arms â yes, you do that rather well, Ashok Banjara. Then tell him your strengths are being underutilized by that unimaginative twit Mohanlal. Donât look at me like that â donât you know what your own strengths are? For Godâs sake, child, itâs obvious. What are the things you can do? Youâve got long legs, you can leap and jump. Fight scenes, chase scenes, stunt scenes. Tell him to put in lots of these.â
I am awestruck. âBut will he do all this for me? I mean, change everything? Overrule Mohanlal?â
âMohanlalâs not Jean-Luc Godard,â she retorts. âHeâs an employee, heâll do as heâs told. And Jagannath Choubey wants to see his film finished, using the talent heâs already got to the best of their ability. He has a lot of money tied up in this film, after all. Not to mention a lot of hopes involving his starâs father.â
âIâll see him in the morning,â I vow. âAbhaji, I donât know how to thank you. I came in here to plead with you to come back to the set, and instead youâve shown me the light. Iâll never forget this, Abhaji. Tell me what I can do for you. Anything at all.â
She laughs. It is a relaxed laugh, as if somebody has just called âcutâ and she has switched off her overdrive. âIf you really want to do something for me â¦â
âYes? Just name it.â
âYouâve got nice long fingers. Massage my back for me, itâs hurting a bit after that last dance routine.â
âYou bet.â Massage her back? Iâd have paid for the privilege. âEr â should I say something to Mohanlal?â
âWhat for?â
âWell, he must be waiting for us.â
âLet him wait. Itâll be good for his soul.â
âAnd what if someone walks in? While Iâm massaging you?â
âLetâs see who dares to walk into Abha Patelâs dressing room without permission,â she says fiercely, adding colloquially, âMohanlalâs dad wonât do it.â
âOK,â I concede, borrowing Mohanlalâs copyright on the word. âShall we start?â
âUse this cream,â she says, handing me a bottle. Her fingers move to the silver buttons of her kameez. My heart picks up tempo, like the music directorâs favorite bongo. âTurn around,â