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self-pride.
    I shook my head in disbelief.   “You really should have gone to medical school.   With theories like that, you would have been something else.”
    “Andie, don’t make me take my scissors out.”
    “That’s not a very good threat,” I said, wandering through the room, checking it out.   “I’m due for a haircut.”
    Candice may be a totally brainless twit sometimes, but she was a hell of a beautician.   Top of her class in coloring and styling.   After making her parents pay for a four-year fashion degree at UF, she’d blown off the job market to go to cosmetology school.   They’d loved that one, but no one can say no to Candice when she’s on a mission.   I really should visit her salon more, but I was always too busy.   Boring ponytails had been my go-to hairdo for the past three years since graduating law school.
    She quickly grabbed her bag off a nearby chair.   “Go wet your hair.   I’ve been dying to get my hands on that mess of yours for weeks.   No, make that months.   Years.”
    Kelly laughed.   “I just love how much she enjoys her job, don’t you?”
    I shook my head as I walked to the bathroom.   “I’m not going to say a word.   I’ve seen how sharp her scissors are, and I like my ears the way they are.”   I was happy to let Candice have her way with my hair.   Why not enjoy a mini vacation and a mini spa treatment too while I’m at it?   I never pampered myself like that at home.   I was always too busy.
    As I wet my hair, I realized this haircut wasn’t really about needing a trim.   It was more symbolic than anything else.   When I was finished and my hair was up in a towel, I pulled my cell phone out of my pocket and re-read the text from Luke, trying to give myself some inspiration.
    Have a nice life.
    I shut the phone down and put it on the counter, staring at it like it was a snake.   Deliverer of bad news.   Traitor.   I took a deep breath and let it out slowly, trying to center myself.   It was time to cut some of the dead wood out of my life.   Take control.   Do things a little more boldly and powerfully for a change.   I was a bulldog in the courtroom, never letting go until I had wrung every last argument out of an issue.   Attorneys feared going up against me, even when they had rock solid cases.   But when it came to my personal life, I was a mess.   A lamb to every man’s inner lion.   They chewed me up and spit me out, and like a total wienie, I just let them.   Luke was just the latest in a string of really bad relationship decisions.   Really, Kelly’s One-Ball would be a step up for me.
    I took the towel off and ran a brush Kelly had brought through my wet hair, staring at my reflection as I considered this little impromptu vacation.   I was on a girls’ night out, very far away from home.   Maybe tonight with a new look I could walk out into the hot Las Vegas night and be a different girl.   Even though it would only be for one night and a day, the idea held an almost magnetizing appeal.   I was almost in a foreign land, where no one knew me.   I could do whatever I wanted, and as long as I didn’t get arrested, I’d be home free, back in the office being a kickass lawyer on Monday.
    And single.   I’d be single, but that could change.   I smiled tentatively at myself.   I have options; I’m not some ugly spinster that has nothing but a life of solitude and loneliness to look forward to.   I leaned in closer to the mirror, evaluating my assets:   greenish-gray eyes, brown hair with natural highlights, high cheekbones, decent chin, perfect nose or so my grandmother had always told me - not too small and not too big.   My boobs aren’t as big as Candice’s but they’re all mine, home grown.   And I’d been told by most of my boyfriends that my best asset was behind me.   I turned around, trying to get a look at it.   My big, heart-shaped butt.   I looked at my naked body in profile.   Curvy is how