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find a new place,” he told me. “I’ll check all the gates and see where they lead into the human world.”
    I smiled indulgently. I was beginning to think Dorian might have a point about staying holed up in this world, but I didn’t want to dress Pagiel down in front of Ysabel and Edria. “Thank you, Pagiel.”
    Ysabel looked ready to explode. “This isn’t finished.”
    “Oh,” said Dorian. “I assure you, it is. Now go. All of you.”
    That commanding tone was back, and after some obligatory curtsies and bowing, the family scurried off.
    “They’re always so delightful,” said Dorian.
    “Not the first word that comes to mind for me,” I said, watching as the guards shut the door again. I sighed. “Although, I really do hate the idea of anyone risking their lives for me. Especially Pagiel. I like him.”
    “That’s the unfortunate thing,” said Dorian, smiling. “It’s always going to be people you like. Enemies tend not to risk their lives for you. Only your friends are willing to make the sacrifice. Besides, I thought you got over this moral quandary when we went to war against Katrice?”
    “I wouldn’t say I ever really got over it. Mostly I learned to deal with it.”
    “That may have to be a permanent philosophy for you.”
    “Maybe,” I agreed. I stood up, stretching to relieve an ache in my back that hadn’t been there earlier. Great. One more way my body was falling apart. “I should get back to the Thorn Land now.”
    Dorian rose with me. “Not yet.”
    I eyed him warily. “Trying to keep me around?”
    “Just being smart. Maiwenn’s agents were probably watching this hold, waiting to see if you’d return after their ambush. If they’re still in the area, it’s best you not take to the roads, escorted or not. That, and they’d also likely expect you to report here and immediately go home. Wait another day or so, and they’ll give up and leave.”
    “I hate intrigue,” I muttered, knowing he was right again.
    “But you do it so well.”
    Then, without warning, he reached out and laid a hand on my stomach. I jumped back. “Hey! Ask permission first.”
    “Just wanted to check in on my little prodigies,” he said, unfazed. He stepped toward me again. “May I?”
    “They’re not your prodigies.” I gave a reluctant nod, and his hand returned. “Why bother? I haven’t felt them move yet. You certainly can’t.”
    “Even so, I like the connection. We’re going to be very close, these two and I. Well, if you’ll stop being stubborn and let me adopt them.”
    It was an offer he kept making me, one that would give my children legitimacy and status in the Otherworld. As queen of two kingdoms, though, they had plenty of status and inheritance through me, without his help. Dorian kept claiming he simply wanted to be a part of our lives. After all the mistrust between us, I was certain there was some sort of attempt at control going on.
    “I’m still thinking it over,” I said evasively.
    He chuckled to himself. “Something makes me suspect you’ll be ‘thinking it over’ for the next twenty years.”
    Dorian said no more, but his hand didn’t move either. He seemed completely entranced by touching me, and I wished I could read what he was feeling. Dorian excelled at disguising what was on the inside. Part of that came from being king, and part of it came from just being ... well, Dorian. As we stood there, I soon became aware of the warmth of his hand on me and the closeness of his body. It was disconcerting and stirred up too many recollections of our past. I’d been deeply in love with him when he betrayed me; it hadn’t been an easy relationship to just let go of. Even now, the memories of our closeness and the intense physicality burned within me. When he started to slide his hand toward the side of my hip, I abruptly pulled away.
    “They aren’t over there,” I said, hoping I sounded more irritable than flustered. I took a few steps toward the door.