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me, the consequences of my actions. For years I’ve fucked whoever and whenever I wanted, only thinking about the few seconds of greedy pleasure I was after. Never once did I imagine that it could possibly lead to this, creating life. I was careless and selfish, forgetting the actual reason for why a man and a woman are meant to be so intimate with each other. It may have been one night that seemed like all the other ones before it, but that night changed everything, not just for me and Abby, but for the little girl we made together. I want to try to do right by her, because she didn’t get to pick her parents, just like I didn’t get to pick mine.
    Pressing my lips to Abby’s pregnant belly, I silently promise my daughter that I’ll do my best to be her protector, provider and whatever else she needs me to be. Well, as much as Abby will let me.
     

Chapter Four
    Abby
    My legs are shaking so badly I can barely hold myself up. There’s no way I’ll let Senn see the effect he has on me. At least I’ve got his little slip to throw back in his arrogant face from now on. In the middle of the best orgasm ever, the big, cocky man pledged his love to my vagina. I barely hold in a giggle as I peel my dress back off in the bathroom while Senn starts the shower. Remembering him on his knees, kissing my belly so tenderly sobers me right up. It was sweet and unexpected…like he finally realized just how significant having a baby is. I remember the first time it hit me, it was during the ultrasound Linc and I had when I was about sixteen weeks along with Thomas. Until then, the unexpected pregnancy had seemed like nothing more than a huge inconvenience to the plans I had made for my life. And then on the screen, we saw our son moving; and I realized he was an actual tiny piece of both me and Linc, an incredible, living result of our love for each other. So when we lost him, it felt like he took all that love with him.
    While Senn’s back is to me, I swipe away the tears from my eyes. The bathroom is quickly filling with steam; and it feels nice, warming the bone deep chill I can’t seem to shake lately. Exhausted and wanting to hurry up to get back in bed, I step over into the tub first to wash away the remnants of Senn, his warm, comforting scent of sandalwood, along with our messy but completely satisfying sex. It makes sense. Senn should be an expert at fucking since he’s been inside more cunts than most tampon manufactures can claim.
    By the time I’m finished washing my hair, Senn is standing in the shower across from me, ogling the flopsy twins. Having been mostly flat chested the majority of my life, it’s weird having boobs. Guys treat me differently, as in they’re staring constantly at my tits. Once they eventually see the growing belly below, they usually bolt; but not always. The girls have definitely received a lot of attention lately, including a few hands-on fondling sessions by Luke, a nineteen-year-old, blond and blue-eyed lightweight fighter at Havoc . Sure, he’s a little young for me. Okay, a lot younger than me, but he’s the only one who’s showed an interest in me since I found out…
    The day after my doctor’s appointment, Luke found me standing in the grocery store. I was staring at a row of baby bottles, wondering if I would actually get the chance to be a mother this time. I’m not sure how long I had been there when Luke walked up to me and asked if I was okay. When I blurted everything out in an emotional rush, he asked if he could drive me home. Back at my apartment, the two of us sat in the living room and talked for hours, about his tragic past as well as my own. He just lost his older brother in a car wreck three years ago, and my heart broke hearing about how his family is still struggling with Eli’s unexpected death, trying to pick up the pieces. Even though he’s young, Luke seems to have an old, kindred soul. By the end of the night, we were making out, trying to escape the pain