me and filled my empty space with his sheer masculinity.
“This is amazing, Claire!” he said as he seized the moment with a perfect bang and made me experience the intensity of every orgasm that I have ever felt in my life, all at once. I had never felt anything even remotely close to that amazing sensation that was running all over my body.
I didn’t do anything. I didn’t move away from him or withdrew. I just kept looking at him and realized that it was our farewell.
“I am going to miss…” I knew what Xavier wanted to say, but I didn’t want him to do anything at all.
“Shh… you don’t have to say it. We don’t have to say our goodbyes, Xavier. No. Not like this,” I said as I stopped him halfway.
I looked at his seductive green eyes and could see a whole universe in them. I rubbed my hands against his chest and could measure each and every inch of his body with the way I looked at him. That moment. Right there. That was everything that we both had. I closed my eyes and let him kiss me. As I tasted his presence on my tongue, I realized that it was all that I was left with – his memories.
Chapter 7:
I knew that I wasn’t in Xenast anymore as I could hear the morning birds chirping in the background when I opened my eyes. I was back to where I belonged and for a moment, I didn’t know if it was right or not. I opened my eyes to see the ceiling of my room and that made me realize that I had just lost the love of my life.
My mind started to play games with me and for a moment, I had to make sure if what I have just experienced was a dream or not. I checked the time and date in order to make sure if I was still dreaming or was my recent experience actually existed or not. It was the same day and just a few hours had passed, which left me baffled.
I was finding it hard to believe that it was true. It was certainly too much for me to handle or believe. It was certainly not possible for me to cross such a huge distance in a matter of a few seconds, but how could I make my mind believe that Xavier was just a figment of my imagination. My body was definitely tired and I could still feel sensation running all over it, the same kind of feeling that he imparted when he made some steaming home love to me.
I could still feel his taste in my mouth as I longed for one more kiss on his lips. But was it all real or did my mind just tricked me? I kept fighting that battle between my heart and brain, and after a while I realized that it didn’t matter which side would win, but I was the only one who would lose. Even if Xavier was real – it only meant one thing. I have lost the love of my life and there was no way of getting him back.
Even if he was a figment of my imagination, he was not coming back to me. He would exist merely in my imagination forever and I will never have him by my side. That was the bitter truth of my life. I had to live the rest of my life all alone. I started to believe that Xavier was certainly too good to be true. He was indeed a figment of my imagination and that I had to live the rest of my life with that confused state.
It took me almost a year to make peace with myself. There were times when I thought of visiting a therapist or visiting a doctor because I could be thinking of Xavier way too many times. But I knew that there was nothing wrong with me. After a few months of struggle and research, I reached the conclusion of the entire incident being my dream. I searched all over the net but there was no mention of Xenast. A planet like that didn’t exist and it was only my mind that created such a thrilling plot in my head.
After almost a year of facing that incident, I thought that I have found peace. It was a lazy Sunday morning, and I was finding it hard to leave my bed. There was a constant knock on the door that made me leave my bed reluctantly.
“I am coming! I am coming!” I shouted out loud just so that the person who was standing on the other side of the door would
Dawne Prochilo, Dingbat Publishing, Kate Tate