with humor. âI donât know how he did it, but he managed to pick a fight. I mean, Iâm lying there, dying for all he knows, and heâs telling me I never did anything worthwhile with my life.â
Maggie didnât hesitate. She crossed toward him and put her arms around him. âIâm so sorry.â
âI told him to go to hell.â Matt rested his cheek on the top of her head. âI told him to stay out of my life, because no matter how short it was going to be, it was my life. So he got up to leave, and I thought he was just going to walk out, but he turned and he told me that he loved me, and that he didnât want me to die. I told himââ
His voice broke, and Maggie held him even more tightly. She felt him take a deep breath, then exhale loud and hard. âI told him that I hated him,â Matt said, âand that I couldnât wait for him to die.â He made another noise that wasnât quite laughter. âGod. Why did I say that? Of course, two weeks later the son of a bitch went and had a massive coronary. It was his ultimate revengeâhe couldnât have planned it better if heâd tried.â
She looked up at him. âMatt, he loved you. He knew you didnât mean what you said.â
He sighed. âI hope so.â
In this light, from this angle, flecks of color made his eyes look more green than gold. Green, and very warm. As he looked down at her, his face held somethingâa sadness, a sweetness, and also a tendernessâthat she hadnât ever seen there in all the years sheâd known him. At least not when he wasnât acting.
It was entirely possible that back then, he simply hadnât let it show.
His arms were still around her, and she was still holding him. Theyâd stood like this, leaning against each other, so many timesâMatt had always been very casual with affectionate embraces. But everything felt different now, and as she looked into his eyes, she knew he felt it, too.
Attraction. Desire.
It seemed inappropriate. It had been years, but it was still hard not to think of Matt as Angieâs boyfriend.
Except Angie was married now to someone else. And this new, fantasy jungle man version of Matt was here, looking at Maggie as if he were thinking about kissing her. Not just a Matt kissâheâd always been generous with friendly kisses on the cheek, tooâbut a real, on the mouth, tongues in action kind of kiss.
Like the way Tony had kissed Maria. Maggieâs stomach did a flip as she remembered kissing Matt on stage. Except that hadnât been themâit was the characters they were playing who had kissed so passionately.
Stillâ¦
She pulled away from him and went to stare once again at the books on the shelf. This was just too weird.
âIâm sorry,â he said quietly. âI shouldnât have laid all that on you.â
Maggie shook her head. âOh, no, Iâm glad you told me,â she said as she turned to face him. âThatâs what friends are for, right?â
Their eyes met. And Maggie felt it again, that spark of sexual energy that seemed to flow between them. Friends.
âYou were going to give me a copy of that will,â she reminded him breathlessly, reminded herself, as well.
He took a step toward her, and another, and she knew he was going to kiss her.
But the kiss he gave her was only a Matt kiss, on the cheek. He stepped past her, going into the outer office. She followed, feeling oddly disappointedâwas she insane?âas she watched him switch on the copy machine.
âYou can take this home and look it over,â he told her as he opened one of the file cabinets and took out a manila folder. âLet me know what you think by Monday. I know itâs short notice, but I need you to decide by then because ifyou arenât interested in the job, Iâll have to start looking for someone else to help me right