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and pushed her back on the bed. He proceeded to take her clothes back off.
    “Let me go, Dane. I'm not in the mood right now to fuck you,” Jaycee screamed.
    He held her down and stared into her face. “We could have lost you. We need you, Jaycee,” “Well, I needed you, and look at what it got me. Again the pack won't trust me, because you didn't, not one of you did. You say to trust you, but do you trust me?” Jaycee sneered and pushed him off her body. She stood grabbing her clothes. She turned to look at all three of them.
    “I am going for a run. I need to get some air. If you want to have some guards follow me then do it, but leave me alone, until you can face the fact you screwed up, not me!” Jaycee yelled and shifted to her wolf form. She ran for the stairs. A guard at the door looked at her, then up the stairs at her mates, but she didn't care. Using her powers, Jaycee threw open the door and ran. Anger boiled over each step she took.
    Jaycee knew her mates followed from afar, letting her run. They wouldn't trust anyone with her life, she knew that, but they wouldn't trust her when it came to the pack business. This just pushed her harder. She ran, not paying attention to where she was going when Remi ran in front of her and blocked her before she could run off the cliff.
    Jaycee lay down, panting. Her mates surrounded her, lying next to her. They licked her fur, nudged her with their noses, and tried to push her up. They whined at her to return home.
    Jaycee slowly got up and turned towards their home. She didn't know what to think
    anymore. Her stomach rumbled.
    Jaycee and her mates reached the house. Not saying a word, she ran up the stairs to the bedroom and shifted to her human form. Her mates stayed downstairs. She got dressed and someone knocked on the door. Answering the door, she faced Dane's mom and some other lady she didn't know.
    “Jaycee, may we come in? This is Remi's mom, Camille,” Dane's mother said.
    Jaycee smiled and stepped back, letting the women enter her room.
    “Did my mates by any chance send you up here?” Jaycee closed the door, walked over to a chair by the balcony, and sat.
    “No, dear. We thought it was time to explain some things about being an alpha bitch. We know your mother didn't. So we thought maybe we could help,” Camille stated. She smiled at her and grabbed her hand. Jaycee fidgeted a little.
    “You have to understand, Remi and Dane will always have to think of the pack first. It was bred in them. If they didn't, our society would fall apart. Now don't get me wrong, they would protect you with their lives, but when it comes to decisions about the pack their word is law,” Camille explained.
    “I understand that, but shouldn't they also trust their mate to help? Twice they ignored me, not trusting my judgment. How does that look in front of the two packs? How am I supposed to do my duties as alpha bitch if every time I turn around they ignore my wishes?” Jaycee slipped her hand out of Camille's. Jaycee stood and moved to the balcony door. She stared outside as snowflakes started to fall once again.
    “Jaycee, do you really believe they don't trust you? You're new to all of this. They're trying to protect you,” Dane's mother, Grace, said. She came up behind her and hugged her. Jaycee leaned back into her arms.
    “I know they're trying to protect me, but at some point they have to trust me. Like with this thing that happened with Shelly. I tried to tell them but they ignored me. Was I supposed to ignore it, and let him continue to hurt her?” Jaycee turned and stared at Grace.
    “Of course not. You did the right thing, protecting a member of your pack and family. But you must also see their point of view, dear. They thought you were just mad at him because of what he said to you the other day,” Grace explained.
    “I'm sorry, Grace, but that's a bunch of bullshit. I let that go a while ago.”
    “You have to remember, men sometimes are just plain