and really, around them at least, he was not a bad kid. That is, he was very well-mannered whenever they had him over for supper, and he was always cordial at the door and polite on the phone.
âWe just wish he had a little more ambition ,â said Mrs. Delaney one night at the dinner table.
âA young man must have drive before he can steer his way to the future,â said Mr. Delaney. âA man who knows, goes. We never hear him talk about what he wants to be when he grows up. Where he wants to go to school.â
âYou never talk to him about anything,â said Jolene in Roosterâs defense. âYou have him over here, but you never say anything to him.â
âWhat weâre saying, honey, is that we never hear you talk about him that way.â Mrs. Delaney smiled patiently. âWe donât want to see you held down by anyone, especially now. My goodness. Grade twelve awaits you, and then itâs on to the world!â She beamed at her daughter. âItâs an exciting time for you and for Rooster too, we hope.â
âHe should really think about changing his name,â said Mr. Delaney, as a final thought on the subject before dessert. âI donât see myself hiring a young man named Rooster to work in my department, and I donât think Iâm alone in that.â
Jolene shook her head. âI donât think Rooster will ever change his name. He got it from his father.â
Rooster walked for about an hour along the path in the ravine. Out of boredom, he smoked one cigarette after another. The dominant thought on his mind was that Jolene would be mad at him for skipping again. Sheâd been on him a lot for that lately, to the point where it was starting to bother him.
âYouâre starting to sound like your mother, you know,â heâd said to her recently. âPretty soon youâll start sounding like your dad. âSon, a young man who walks away from learning ends up with sore feet and an empty head. You canât go if you donât know.ââ
âI donât care. Itâs time to stop skipping so much.â
âSays who?â
âSays anyone with a brain big enough to figure out that skipping school so close to graduation is not a good idea.â
âWell, I think itâs time to skip more . This time next year I wonât be in school. I wonât be able to skip at all.â
Jolene shook her head. âThatâs a really good theory, Rooster.â There were times when she thought a lot like her mother too.
âI think it makes sense.â
âWell, it wonât make much sense if youâre back in school again next year, now will it?â
She had a point there, and he knew it. He also knew that with Puffs doing so well with his computer business, and Jayson on the verge of becoming an even bigger star athlete or making tons of money on his fatherâs construction crew, and with Jolene focusing so hard on getting into university, he was the one most likely to be left behind.
That was the thought that scared him most when he thought of his days ahead: being left behind while his friends went on to make something of themselves. It was also the one he tried hardest not to think about.
He knew it was a problem that he would have to deal with someday, though.
He also knew that his meeting with Mrs. Nixon the next morning, whatever it was about, would not solve anything. He did not see himself walking out of her office with a sudden love for learning, or a burning desire to do as well as he possibly could in his remaining classes.
He had seen her too many times already to believe anything like that was about to happen.
3
âY ou want me to what?â
Mrs. Nixon, sitting in her comfortable black leather chair, the one Bernie had bought for her two years ago, covered her mouth and pretended to cough. Really, she was smiling and did not want Rooster to see. The two of them