civilizations, which is to say, to speak in their respective fields of English and history. Mother Stewart tended to talk about soap operas, so Amandaâs older friend, Mrs. Goldblum, could help out a little there. There were Emily and Teddy, of course; Grace snoozing in her carrier; Madame Moliere, and Miklov, the assistant director of the childrenâs soccer league in Connecticut. He was from the Czech Republic and the children called him Mickey-Luck. Also present were Rosanne DiSantos, no longer a housekeeper but a hospital LPN, Rosanneâs beau, Randy, a detective in the Bronx, and Rosanneâs seventeen-year-old son, Jason, who had to leave dinner early to go to work at Captain Cookâs. Amanda walked Jason to the door.
âThe tips are really, really good on Thanksgiving,â he explained. Amanda had known this strapping young man sincehe was two years old. He was attending Bronx Poly Sci, hoping for early acceptance to the University of Pennsylvania to study engineering.
âWill Celia be bartending today?â Amanda casually asked.
Jasonâs head jerked in her direction. âYou know Celia?â
âShe lives in our building.â
âOh. Um, yeah, I guess sheâll be working,â Jason said, his face ringing with red.
Amanda returned to the dining room wondering if Jason was sweet on Celia or if he knew something about Celia he didnât want Amanda to know. Like the fact that Howard went there while she and the children were in Connecticut.
Amanda had never entertained uncomfortable thoughts like these until Grace was born. She didnât care what anybody said; carrying a third child at forty-three had almost finished her. Unlike her first two pregnancies, with Grace sheâd been chronically tired and ill. She had also grown immensely heavy and the birth had been difficult, ending in an emergency cesarean. Mercifully Grace was fine, and after a few weeks, Amanda started feeling better. Physically anyway.
Most of the weight was off now, but Amandaâs hormonesâor something âwere still out of whack. Her considerable sex drive seemed to have utterly vanished. And there was no way, not with how well her husband knew her, that she could pretend otherwise. And she knew this hurt Howardâs feelings, that whatever sex life they could manage at this point was so one-sided.
Dinner flowed into dessert.
âMickey-Luckâs going to play us tomorrow,â Teddy told Rosanne.
âHeâs going to play you for a fool?â Rosanne kidded.
âNo, in soccer!â Teddy said, laughing.
âIs that your real name?â Mrs. Goldblum asked the soccer coach. âMickey-Luck?â
âMiklov,â he answered.
âMiklov,âMrs. Goldblum rehearsed.
âIâve got a new recipe for it,â Mother Stewart told Mrs. Goldblum. âHot or cold, it makes no difference, itâs wonderful meat loaf. Just ask Howard.â
âWith soccer and riding and music lessons,â Amandaâs mother was saying, âIâm beginning to wonder when these children have an opportunity to play.â
âI told you I didnât like the play,â Amandaâs father said.
âDo you watch All My Children? â Mother Stewart asked Mrs. Goldblum.
âI watch all the children,â Madame Moliere answered in her heavily accented English.
âThe cheeldren are great,â Miklov said, nodding. âThey leesen, they practice and they do goot.â
Amanda and Howard tried not to laugh but it was difficult. There were so many conversations going on there simply was no thread to follow. Everyone seemed happy, though, which was all that really mattered. Even Miklov, who usually featured a deep sort of Slovak scowl, was smiling.
He was a good-looking young man of twenty-six whose professional career in soccer had ended in his own country with an ankle injury. Amanda never really understood how Miklov had come to their