Elias stared back, took in the dark circles under the manâs eyes, the bony fingers. And he wondered if maybe he werenât like Merlin just a bit. Merlin was said to have retreated to a cave after Arthur died. And if the doctor did manage to cure him, it would be magic to rival that of the old stories. Magic to no longer hear the crackling in his lungs, feel the frequent pain in his side, or be seized by coughing spells, or bouts of fever. Magic to not feel so spent all the time, to want to eat the food put in front of him instead of forcing it down.
âA poultice twice a day, I think,â the doctor announced finally. âWild ramps fried in goose fat.â
Eliasâs shoulders relaxed with relief. Granny put poultices on him all the time. They werenât any bother except for making him a little greasy.
âYou havenât been out in the cave much, the Negroes tell me,â Dr. Croghan said.
Elias bit his lip but said nothing. If the others hadnât told about Elias wandering into the cave last night, he wasnât about to.
âI think Iâll take you with me on my rounds next week,â the doctor said. âThat way I can observe you and see how you do with the increased activity. I wonder if inhaling more of the cave air might incite a more rapid healing. A brisk walk should get you respirating at a more rapid pace.â
âWhy arenât Nedra and the others going for walks, then?â
Croghan exhaled loud and slow. âMany of my patients arrived here already too weak for the activity, Nedra included. Pennyrile used to be more active, walking his birds up toward the entrance to release them, but with the scrofula at his neck and not so much in his lungs, the more vigorous breathing may be less effective.â
âScrofula?â Elias asked. âThatâs why he keeps his neck wrapped up?â
âYes,â Croghan said. âSometimes they call it the Kingâs Evil. In Europe in the Middle Ages they believed it could be cured by the touch of a king or a queen. Ridiculous, but it became the custom. Nothing at all to do with real medicine, of course. At any rate, poor Pennyrile is losing weight rapidly and his spirits seem low. Iâm encouraged he gave you the bird, to be honest. Perhaps making a friend will do you both good.â
Elias chose not to explain how he came to be Bedivereâs protector. Doing so would have required him to reveal how heâd found him in the first place. âSo what do you do for scrofula?â he asked instead.
Croghan seemed eager to be off. âThe bear fat and whale oil compound on his neck attacks the growth from without, but the silence cure is the first lineââ
âSilence!â Elias said. â Thatâs why he donât say nothing!â
âYes, Elias, that is why he doesnât say anything .â
Elias thought on how a lost voice was one more thing added to the pile of the many already taken away in the name of healing.
âEat your eggs.â Dr. Croghan snapped shut his leather bag. âYou need to keep up your strength.â
*Â Â *Â Â *
Though he wasnât the least bit hungryâhe never really was anymoreâElias forced himself to eat half of his eggs. Bedivere seemed even less inclined to eating, but Elias reasoned it less to do with appetite: He needed feed for the bird.
âBe right back, fella,â he said, worryingâand maybe hopingâthat the bird might try to follow him like Charger would have. But Bedivere, roosting on the back of the wooden chair, just stared blankly, cooed once, and let Elias go.
Elias dashed across the clearing, glancing at Nedraâs window. She was bent over her knitting, the lamp drawn close.
At Pennyrileâs hut, he tapped on the doorframe. âMr. Pennyrile?â he called out softly. Now that he knew the man was not meant to speak, it made his silence a little less unnerving, but still,