way.â
She patted my arm. âI wish I could help you with your bags, but alas, I am afraid my strength is not what it once was.â She pulled open the screen door, and I stepped into a large living room with comfortable furniture. I was thrilled to see there was electricity. Although I knew how to live without it, that wasnât something I ever wanted to endure again.
âYour room is upstairs. It is the last room on the left. Please go ahead of me. I am afraid it takes me some time to climb the stairs.â
Pastor Troyer waited for me to go first, so I hiked up the narrow stairs while he followed behind me. When I reached the top, I headed toward the end of the hall and the room Esther had indicated. I heard the elderly womanâs voice behind us.
âYou will stay in my daughter Rebeccaâs room. The first room you passed belonged to my son, Benjamin. I keep it ready for a friend from St. Louis who comes to visit me from time to time. Maybe you will meet Zac while you are here.â
âEsther should run a bed and breakfast.â Pastor Troyerâs voice was full of humor. âShe is a wonderful hostess and generously shares her gift of hospitality.â
I stopped in front of the door Esther had indicated and waited for her to catch up. She came up the hall, a little winded by the climb.
âOh, pshaw.â She grinned at the pastor. âThe gift is not one I give. It is one I receive. I love company.â She walked up next to me. âWe have so much to talk about. I hope I will be able to share something with you about your family.â
âI hear youâre the expert,â I replied. âI look forward to learning more about my grandmother. It seems my motherâs birth was kept a secret since having a baby out of wedlock was considered shameful.â
Esther, who was several inches shorter than I, peered up at me. âYour great-aunt was not a judgmental woman. And her sister did not seem like someone who would turn her back on family. I must confess I am having a difficult time merging your story with the women I knew.â
I just nodded at her. Was she saying she didnât believe me? Had I picked the wrong family to borrow for my purposes? Iâd assumed that Mennonite values would make my story believable.
Esther finally quit studying me and opened the door to my room. It wasnât what Iâd expected. Rather than being stark and plain, it was lovely. The carved mahogany bed was covered with a beautiful maroon quilt, and a side table held an antique glass lamp that reminded me of a Tiffany lamp Iâd seen in an antique store. A matching dresser sat against one wall, and a couch covered with maroon brocade had been placed along the other wall.
âI donât believe Iâve ever seen a couch like this,â I commented, walking over to the odd-shaped piece of furniture.
âIt is a fainting couch,â Esther said. âYears ago, women were seen to be delicate creatures who needed a place to rest from the trials of life. But I was told that their fainting may have had more to do with the tight corsets they wore than weakness of spirit or flesh.â She put her hand over her mouth and giggled, almost sounding like a child.
I laughed, too. âI donât think Iâll be doing any fainting, and I certainly donât wear a corset, but it looks like the perfect place to relax and read a book.â
Esther nodded. âThere are many books in Benjaminâs room. If you find yourself short of reading material, please help yourself to his library.â She walked over and pulled open the drawer in the side table. âAnd here is a Bible you are welcome to read.â
âThâthank you,â I replied, although I had no intention of taking her up on her offer.
âWell, I must get home,â Pastor Troyer said. âAgain, welcome to Sanctuary, Emily. Please call me any time. I will do whatever I can to