shipmates.
His name was Terry. He found out she was hurt, she gave him a story about a
dockworker getting rough in a sleepover and her walking out on him. He got her
something for her headache and he was careful with her, he excused himself to go
take care of a customer and he came back and started in with her again, while
she was half asleep.
So that was all right too. He was gentle about it. He was soft, sweaty and
nervous, she let him do whatever he wanted, he waked her up a couple of times,
but she was too weak to do anything. "I'll come back tomorrow night," she said.
"I'll be better. Do what you want. You buy me breakfast."
He didn't say anything. He was busy at the time. She went out like that, just
back into the dark. A couple of times she felt him. In the morning he bought her
breakfast. She sat at a table in the bar and she ate plain toast while she
watched the morning news, about how a woman had found a dead man in a restroom
on Green dock.
Terry was busy doing his checkout with the owner. He was hangdog, slightly
overweight, nothing to look at and nothing too clean. He never looked the owner
in the eye. The owner looked at her once, a long stare. But Terry Whoever was
smart enough to pay cash for her breakfast, so she could have been a chance
customer and the owner had nothing on him.
The dead man was a dockworker, two years resident on Thule, recently laid off
his job. The company he'd worked for had folded. He'd been on station work. His
supervisor had docked him three days' work yesterday for drinking on the job.
They said his windpipe was crushed.
They said they were checking fingerprints. Naturally. And when they got down to
hers, she could say she'd been here, Terry might say she'd been a customer all
night, Terry might even say they'd had a fight, if she could keep him
interested.
She took careful spoonfuls. Her head hurt. Her whole body hurt. She had never
done what she'd done just to get a bed and a meal, not even on Pell.
But there was a ship next week. After weeks since the last, there was a ship
named Mary Gold, and damn, she meant to be on it.
Anything. Anything, now, to get off Thule.
CHAPTER 3
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The woman Ely called Nan looked up from her desk in the outer office, took one
look at her and came abruptly to her feet.
"Fell," Bet said, because the eye was going to go black, she'd had a look at it
in the bar's restroom. She looked like hell, she had her collar zipped up high
to cover the scratches on her throat, she was still wobbly, and she smelled of
sweat and God knew what. But she was on time. She signed in at the desk and she
ignored the stare a moment doing that. Then she looked up.
"Ma'am, I got faint and I fell. I'm sorry. I got breakfast this morning. Kind
man gave it to me. I'll be better."
"O dear God," the woman said, in a shocked, bewildered way, and just stood
there, so that Bet found herself staring eye-to-eye with this stationer woman,
this upright, respectable stationer woman who could kill her with a phone call
to the authorities. "God. Sit down."
"I'm here to work," Bet said. "Mr. Ely said he'd pay me."
"Just sit," Nan said sharply, pointing to a chair behind the counter. And when
she did that, Nan brought her coca and wafers.
She took them. "Thank you," she said meekly, figuring she was in no place now to
quarrel. "Ma'am, I really want the job."
It was begging. But she was out of choices.
"I'll call the infirmary," Nan said.
"No;" Her heart thudded. She almost spilled the cup over. "No. Don't."
"You didn't fall," Nan said darkly.
Bet looked up, met more straight sense than she'd looked for in this dry, plain
woman. Not accusing. Just knowing damn well a fall didn't do what had happened
to her face. "I got shoved up a wall. Rough night. Please. I don't want any
trouble. It's just bruises. Give me a chance. I'll work back in the offices.
Won't frighten the clients."
"Let me talk to Mr. Ely. We'll fix