morningâwith Jasper asleep in the other room; and probably the same for Mona. How he loved his wife, but was bored in bed with her. How he loved head, but his wife didnât like sucking dick. How, when she did, it was half-assed. How I called his wife whack for not keeping his dick wet. How I told him howI couldnât wait to taste his fat dick, how I couldnât wait to make love to it with my mouth, lips, tongue and hands; how I loved to deep throat; how I was going to suck his dick in a way that his wife never had, never could, never would. How I was fantasizing about being on my knees and worshipping his cock and swallowing his creamy load.
I told Monaâs husband all of this.
And, thenâ¦even after Avery realized it was me, the nigga still pulled his dick out and wanted, practically begged, me to wet it. And, yes, I got the shakes. And my mouth watered. Iâm not going to lie. But I refused to go there. However, um, I did reach into his truck and stroke it a few good times, gripped that thick-ass sausage with its big fat cockhead with my paraffin-soft hands and jacked him off until my conscience got the best of me. Then I let it go, shaking.
As bad as I wanted to click on the whore-switch and hop in the passenger seat of his truck, lean into his lap and cock-wash the skin off that shit, I couldnât do it. Not after finding out whose husband he was. I couldnât do that to Mona. And I couldnât bring myself to do it to myself. I already felt guilty for doing what I was doing behind Jasperâs back. I didnât need to add Mona to the list. No matter how messy I was being. And, yeah I know I was fucked up for even touching his dick. I should have spun on my heel and sped off in my car. But I didnât.
Sadly, every time I look at Mona, knowing sheâs a lazy dick sucker, I hear him saying, âShe half-sucks my dick.â
I wish I would have never gotten in my car that morning to sneak off to suck another niggaâs dick when I should have listened to the nagging voice that was in my head warning me to leave well enough alone. But I didnât listen. I lied to Jasper, telling himI was on my way to the gym. Then found myself face-to-face with my best friendâs husband.
Now when I see Avery, which is rarely, thereâs an awkward tension between us. Every time I look at him, the only thing I see is his beautiful eight-and-a-half-inch dick. The only thing Iâm sure he sees is what he almost had. These soft, pretty lips wrapped around his hard dick.
âPasha, that I could deal with,â Mona says, bringing my attention back to our phone conversation. âBut this shit right hereâ¦â She pauses, pushing out a heavy breath. âThis is some serious shit, Pasha.â She sighs. âI think Iâve gotten myself into some shit way over my head.â
âMona, what in the world is going on? Tell me something. Youâre talking in riddles.â
âI canât go into it over the phone. But the minute you get home we have got to talkâin person. First thing. And whatever you do, Pasha. You have to promise me that youâll keep this shit quiet. You canât repeat this to anyone .â
âMona, you know me better than that. I donât flap my gums like most bitches.â
âI know. But after you hear what I have to tell youâ¦â
âMona! What the fuck is going on? You canât call me with this, then leave me hanging like this. You need to tell me something, girl. Does it have anything to do with Avery?â
âNo, no; not at all. Avery does what he does, but you know I keep his ass on a short leash. Iâll tell you when I see youâ every thing. Anyway, have you talked to Jasper?â
I frown. âYeah, earlier but I hung up on his ass. Why, does this have something to do with him? If so, Iâm not interested in hearing anything about him caught up with some other