reassured. âNot possibleâbut I appreciate the sentiment.â
Even as she left the room Imogen remembered the note heâd left for his girlfriend.
Youâre the only one who can calm the lightning in my soul and help me find peace.
That last remark heâd made confirmed heâd lost all faith in ever experiencing such an elusive concept again, and once more her foolish heart ached. Not just for Seth but for herself, too. No one could know the emotional wreckage that was left behind when faced with the loss of the person you loved...the hopelessness that ensued. A person had to experience it for themselves before they could even begin to understand.
* * *
It was blissfully quiet and oddly comforting as Seth sat in front of the wood burner, sipping brandy in Imogenâs simple front room.
Ahead of his return to the UK he had booked a suite at a five-star hotel, where he might rest and relax and mull over what he was going to do with the Siddonsesâ house. He still hadnât decided whether he actually wanted to live in it. All heâd known when his estate agent friend had rung to tell him that the house was up for sale was that he simply had to have it. He didnât really know why, except that it was a significant part of his past and he wanted to right the wrong that had been done there.
But how did you right the wrong of a loved one being taken from the world too soon ?
He wouldnât even have the satisfaction of showing James Siddons that heâd exceeded his wealth, thereby proving that heâd kept his word about becoming successful. Who would have believed that a poor car mechanic would become an exceedingly rich dealer in some of the most desirable cars in the worldâand friend to the rich and famous on the way?
But even as Seth reflected on what heâd achieved he couldnât deny that underneath it all there was still a sense of something missing .
Staring back into the autumn-coloured hues of the burnerâs flames, he wondered if Imogen had anyone significant in her life. She was a pretty little thing, and kind, too. He was a total stranger to her, but when heâd declared that he needed a drink sheâd had no hesitation in offering him some brandy.
Heâd been able to tell straight away that she was a compassionate woman. She was certainly nothing like the majority of well-heeled âhigh-maintenanceâ females he usually came into contact with in New York. Yes, he enjoyed the fact that they flocked round him like bees round a honeypot whenever he was socialising, but lately the ability to attract beautiful and sophisticated women had definitely begun to pall.
Maybe that was also why heâd returned to the UK? Hopefully he could move around unremarked. He didnât have such a glamorous profile here. Except that he might yet have to deal with the curiosity of the media when the citizens of his hometown noted that heâd returned...
The combination of the heat from the fire and the brandy heâd consumed couldnât help but make Sethâs eyelids droop. Seconds later heâd fallen asleep, with his head resting against a diamond-patterned cushion heâd placed behind him.
He didnât register Imogenâs return. Nor did he see the generous plate of sandwiches sheâd brought with her from the kitchen. Heâd fallen into the deepest sleep heâd had in years.
When he eventually stirred he couldnât believe the time. Evidenced by the morning light that he glimpsed behind the roomâs slatted rattan blinds, several hours had elapsed. The cosy fire in the burner had long perished and the room was decidedly chilly, despite the woollen throw that Imogen must have draped over his knees.
It took him aback to realise he must have been asleep for most of the night... How could that be? How could he have let his guard down like that in front of a complete stranger? It just didnât make sense.
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