serenely. “I understand perfectly.”
I believe her because I know she understands me. Then she shakes her head and for a moment I wonder if I read her all wrong.
Then she smiles again. “But I’m telling you this, North, I know I’m going to cry when you put that massive cock in my little pussy, but don’t you dare stop. I want you to fuck me like you dreamt about for a decade.”
Chapter Eight
Rosie
N orth is on top of me, his arms on either side of my body, and he’s looking into my eyes. I feel so seen by this man, the same way I did back when we were in school together. One look, and I felt like he understood me.
“Are you ready for me?” he asks. “Because I can work your body over a little bit more, easing your pussy open. I know you say it’s okay if it hurts, but honey, that’s the last thing I want to do tonight. I don’t want to see you cry; not today, not ever.”
“Keep touching me,” I tell him. “Touch me so it’s easier.”
“Oh, honey, I’ll keep touching you, licking you, opening you up ... and I know you’re nice and ready to start sucking me.” His eyes are raised as he looks at me, a small smile playing across his face.
“Do you have any idea how badly I want to lick your cock, North?”
“I know you’ve been thinking about it the moment you saw me drop my pants. “
I feel heat rise to my cheeks because he’s so completely right. I do want to taste him. I do want to open my mouth and take him deep inside of me.
I want the tip of his rod to hit the back of my throat, and it’s a carnal desire, one I’ve never experienced before. One I’ve only seen in videos or read about in books. I never really thought about it happening to me. Maybe I never really thought it would.
Do all those old friends back at Katie’s house, the ones with diamond rings on their fingers and babies in their bellies, do they take their man the same way I plan on taking North?
For some reason I doubt it. Because North is a different sort of man than their husbands. Well, maybe it’s just that he is a man.
Not pretending to be someone, not a boy dressed in grown-up clothes. No, North is a real man.
A man with a thick cock and a scruffy beard; a man who absolutely knows how to please me.
“I want to suck your cock, North, but I’m honestly a little nervous. I know that might make me sound stupid, and I know I’m a grown ass woman so I shouldn’t be nervous about things like this. But,” I swallow. “I am. Don’t want to mess this up. Whatever is happening between us … I don’t want to ruin it by giving you a bad blowjob. I want to please you.”
North’s hands run up and down my torso. He rolls his palms over my breasts, my nipples hard in an instant.
“This can’t be messed up. You’re here, I’m here. We want this. We need this. The both of us have been waiting long enough. This is meant to happen. Right now. You’re not going anywhere, and you know it. You didn’t show up at my door today for a one-night stand. You showed up hoping I’d waited for you. Knowing in your heart I had. You showed up because you wanted this. You showed up and I’m going to give it to you.”
He rolls up onto his knees and trades places with me so that he’s on the bed and I’m the one straddling him.
“Turn around, honey. I want to lick your ass. I want you to sit on my face, and my beard is going to be all up in your pussy, you’re going to suck my cock and then you’re going to gush all over my face.”
“But North, what do you want me to do? How do I...?”
“Oh honey, you’re just going to lean your head over, and take me nice and deep. The way I’ve been dreaming about for a long damn time. My cock has been waiting for your lips for ten years. And you’re not going to make me wait any longer, are you?”
I don’t even have to answer because the answer is so obvious. Of course, I’m not going to make him wait anymore. But it’s not just for him; it’s for me too.