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Olivia” she says laughing
    “I think I already found mine, everything was perfect until his secret thing”
    “What are you going to do?”
    “Nothing, there is nothing I can do but carry on with my life and hope that a second, just as worthy man comes along, one that can make my pulse race with one look and my skin heat with just one touch, the mad, unexplainable, utterly brilliant kind of love… Oh God, Charlie will I ever find that again?”
     

Chapter 7
     
    The next week goes by really uneventful, my coffee is delivered, as it always has been by Adam’s assistant, each with a handwritten note.
    Monday’s was – You never know what you have until you have lost it
    Tuesday’s – My heart longs for yo u .
    Wednesday’s – I just can’t be without you
    Thursday’s – I love you, Li v .
    Friday’s – Please forgive me, my life is worthless without you in it
    Friday’s did get to me, I did have a tear in my eye as I read it and whilst I fully agree with that statement it doesn’t change anything, not a single thing. I file the cards in my bag. I’m meeting Charlie for a drink tonight so that’s something I guess I can look forward to. I lock up at work after everyone else has left and walk to my car, I’m glad it’s still light outside… I notice Adam’s car is not there, I’ve been having a slight feeling like I’m being watched all day. I open my car, slide into my seat and quickly lock the doors behind me. Charlie is meeting me at my place for some food before we go out. I park my car, the same feeling of being watched is still present, I look around and see Gary and Izzy from next door just about to go inside, I quickly get out of the car and sprint across the road saying hello to them before I reach them. I walk into the building chatting to them and soon forget my feelings. I arrive at my apartment and there is Charlie, sat by the door waiting for me.
    “Bloody hell Boo, about time”
    “Sorry, got caught up at work” I say walking around her and opening the door, she follows me in. After arguing for about twenty minutes about what food to have, we place an order for Indian, and we both go to shower.
    We eat, finish getting ready and make our way to the local pub and I tell Charlie about how I keep thinking that I’m being watched.
    She laughs “Boo you were always a bit jumpy, remember why I call you Boo?”
    “Yeah but I still say that jumping out on people isn’t and never will be funny”
    “I know but most people don’t wet themselves, do they?”
    “Fuck off Charlie I was five”
    “Nineteen, more like”
    “I was five and you know it” I say, knowing she is right
    We walk into the pub laughing and order a couple of glasses of wine and sit at the bar, we are having a good chat about everything when I see Charlie’s shoulders drop
    “What’s wrong?”
    “It’s Adam and his friends… they’ve just come in”
    “Oh” I say looking over my shoulder, my eyes immediately spot Adam, he is wearing black jeans and a black t shirt, he has stubble I feel my eyes water as I look at him, I quickly turn back to Charlie
    “Fuck…that man is hot” she says
    “I know if you think he looks hot with his clothes on you should see him with them off… no actually scratch that, I don’t want you to see him naked”
    “I would love to see him naked, shit Boo he’s coming over here…”
    I turn as he stands next to me
    I watch as he nods at Charlie then turns to me “Liv”
    “Hi Adam”
    “It’s good to see you”
    “And you”
    “I’ve been a bit caught up with work, do you have a minute to talk?”
    I turn to Charlie she nods and I stand from the bar stool and follow him across to a quiet corner
    “What do you want, Adam?” it’s easier on me if I’m horrible to him
    “I just want you to know that I haven’t given up on us, I’ve had this deal going through at work and we have just finalised it, that’s why we are out”
    “That’s great for you, well done” I