one of them, Iâm sure Iâd know. Heâs gotten in over his head maybe, but Iâm sure he hasnât been âmadeâ yet.â
ââMadeâ?â I asked.
âWhen you join the Wolves, you donât become a werewolf right away,â Marissa explained. âYouâve got to show your loyalty, and when Cedric thinks youâre ready, he bites you, and once he does, thereâs no turning back. Youâre a werewolf.â
âDoes Marvin know about the skull?â I asked.
âI never showed it to him.â Marissa began to pace as she thought about her brother. âMarvin has never liked Cedricâit doesnât make sense that heâd want to join the Wolves. Heâs got to be working some angleâtrying to trick them into telling him their secrets, or trying to expose them, or something. Whatever it is, he canât really be one of them.â I could see thatthe more she talked, the more she convinced herself she was right. âI know he helped steal your moneyâ¦but I also know in my heart that I can trust him.â
Well, I wasnât about to tell her any differentâafter all, she loved her brother, whether he deserved that love or not.
Grandma, on the other hand, spoke her mind plain and clear. âI donât trust him as far as I could kick him, and neither should you. Trust doesnât help you survive at a time like this.â
But Marissa shook her head. âTrust is the
only
thing that helps you survive,â she said. The two of them stared each other down.
âYouâre a foolish girl.â
âAnd youâre a suspicious old woman!â Marissa said.
âSo, weâve got a little trust and a little suspicion,â I said, trying to referee before they got too angry at each other. âMaybe having both is a good thing.â I turned to Marissa. âMarvin doesnât have to know everything you do, does he?â
Marissa sighed and shook her head. That seemed to settle Grandma a bit. âThe only ones Iâll trust are those hunters,â Grandma said.
âWill you trust me, Grandma?â I asked.
I couldnât see her eyes behind her glasses, which had fogged up from the steam rising from her mug. âOf course, Red. Of course.â
We stayed over at Grandmaâs that night, since the moon was still full. Marissa told her parents she was staying with a friend, and mine were thrilled when I called to tell them I was spending some quality time with Grandma. When the sun rose, Marissa and I took the Avenue C bus, sitting silently together inthe back. Only after she rang the bell for her stop did she turn to me. âLast night was the third night of the full moon, so we wonât have to face any wolves until next month.â
But I shook my head. âWeâll still have to face wolves,â I told her. âTheyâll just be human ones.â
âTrue enough.â
I pounded my fist into my hand with such force my palm stung. A sudden fury raged in me that I couldnât put down. âI could take on Cedric right now.â
âYou gotta be patient,â Marissa said. âBeing reckless right now will get you killed.â
I opened my mouth to argue, but before I could, she closed her hand gently over my fist. Then she thought for a moment. âLive by your impulses, and youâll be just like them. Youâre better than that, arenât you, Red?â
I couldnât answer her. Partly because I couldnât stop staring at her hand on mine, but also because I didnât know.
When I got home, Dad was goneâhe was on one of his twelve-hour shiftsâbut Mom was still getting ready to leave for the day.
âIt was nice of you to stay over with Grandma last night,â she said. âShe gets lonely in that house all by herself. Youâre a good grandson, Red.â
The biggest problem with my mom is she can read me like a
TV Guide
.