smiled. âI know you have one in your bedroom too,â she said.
âHow did you know? Did Christen tell you?â
âNo, she didnât tell,â she replied. âI would put you to bed in your room every night, but most mornings you were sleeping in Christenâs room. I guessed there was a passageway because I know you donât like going into dark places, and the hallway outside your bedroom door was very dark. You had to have found another way.â
âAre you going to paddle me for telling?â
âOh, heavenâs no, Gillian. Iâll never strike you.â
âPapa would never paddle me neither, but he always said he would. He was just fooling me, wasnât he?â
âYes,â she answered.
âDid Papa hold my hand?â
âNo, he didnât go with you into the passage. It wouldnât have been honorable for him to run away from the battle, and your father was an honorable man. He stayed with his soldiers.â
âI pushed Christen down the steps and there was blood on her. She didnât cry. I killed her.â
Liese sighed. âI know youâre too young to understand, but I still want you to try. Christen did fall down the steps and so did you. Spencer told Maude he thought William lost his footing and slid into Lawrence. The stone floor was slippery, but William insisted someone had pushed him from behind.â
âMaybe I pushed him,â she worried out loud.
âYouâre too little to make a grown man lose his balance. You donât have the strength.â
âBut maybe . . .â
âYou arenât responsible,â Liese insisted. âItâs a miracle none of you was killed. You needed stitches, however, and so Spencer and William took you to Maude. William stood guard outside the cottage until the battle came too close. Maude said he was desperate to get you to safety, but unfortunately, by the time she was done sewing you back together, Baron Alfordâs soldiers had surrounded the yard, and escape was no longer possible. You were captured and taken back to the castle.â
âDid Christen get captured?â
âNo, she was taken away before the tunnel was discovered.â
âWhereâs Christen now?â
âI donât know,â Liese admitted. âBut perhaps your Uncle Morgan can tell you. He might know. Tomorrow you must go and ask him. He loves you like a daughter,Gillian, and I know heâll help you find your sister. Iâm sure she misses you too.â
âMaybe sheâs lost.â
âNo, she isnât lost.â
âBut if sheâs lost, sheâll be scared.â
âChild, she isnât lost. Sheâs somewhere safe from Baron Alfordâs clutches. Do you believe me now? In your heart, do you believe your sister is alive?â
Gillian nodded. She began to twine Lieseâs hair around her finger. âI believe you,â she whispered with a yawn. âWhen will Papa come and take me home?â
Lieseâs eyes filled with tears again. âAh, love, your papa canât come for you. Heâs dead. Alford killed him.â
âHe put a knife in Papaâs belly.â
âDear God, you saw it happen?â
âPapa didnât cry.â
âOh, my poor angel . . .â
âMaybe Maude can sew Papa up, and then he can come and take me home.â
âNo, he canât come for you. Heâs dead, and the dead canât come back to life.â
Gillian let go of Lieseâs hair and closed her eyes. âIs Papa in heaven with Mama?â
âHe surely is.â
âI want to go to heaven too.â
âIt isnât your time to go. You have a long life to live first, Gillian, then you can go to heaven.â
She squeezed her eyes shut so she wouldnât cry. âPapa got dead in the night.â
âYes, he did.â
A long while passed in silence before Gillian