next month. Surely they would like that?
They loved the idea, both of them. Ella felt tears at the back of her eyes to see such gratitude.
âWhat a wonderful gift, just imagine it,â her father said over and over.
Ella wondered why had he never thought of such a thing himself if it was so great. Her mother was delighted too.
âThe three of us all going down to Hollyâs and staying the night!â she said.
Ella realized with a shock that they thought she was going with them as well.
âSo when will we go?â Her father was excited now, like a child.
âA Friday or a Saturday?â she suggested. She couldnât ruin it all now by explaining that she hadnât meant to come with them.
âYou choose,â Father said.
Don wouldnât ask her out on a Saturday, that would surely be family time.
They fixed to go the following Saturday. Just as Ella was about to call the hotel and make the booking, her cell phone rang.
âHallo,â Don Richardson said.
She noted that he hadnât said his name. It was arrogant in a way to assume that she knew who it was. But she was no good at playing games.
âOh, hallo,â she said pleasantly.
âIs it okay to talk?â he asked.
âOh, itâs always okay,â Ella said, but she got up and moved out toward the spiral steps down to the garden at the same time. She gave an apologetic shrug to her parents as if this were a duty call she had to take.
âI wondered if youâd like to have dinner Saturday?â
She looked behind her into the sitting room. Her parents were examining the brochure for Hollyâs as if it were some kind of map of a treasure trove. She could not cancel it now.
Ella held on to the wrought iron rail. âIâm so sorry, but Iâve just arranged something, literally in the last few minutes, and it would be a bit difficult you see toââ
He cut her off.
âNever mind, it was on the off chance, thereâll be other evenings.â
He was about to go. She knew she must not begin toburble at him, but she was so very eager to keep him on the line.
âI wish I didnât have toââ
âBut you have,â he said crisply before she could cancel her parentsâ outing and go with him wherever he suggested. âSo catch you again.â And he was gone.
All during dinner her heart felt like a stone. And later, she helped her mother with the washing up and they had the most extraordinary conversation.
âElla, you couldnât have done anything that would please your father more, itâs just what he needs. Heâs been very pressured at work.â
âThen why didnât you take him to Hollyâs, Mother?â Ella hoped her tone was not as impatient as she felt inside. Her mother looked at her, amazed.
âBut what would we have done there together, just the two of us looking at each other? We might as well just stay here looking at each other if there was to be just the two of us.â
Ella looked at her mother in shock. âYou canât mean that, Mam?â
âMean what?â Her mother was genuinely surprised.
âThat you donât have anything to talk about with Dad.â
âBut what is there to talk about, havenât we said it all?â Her mother spoke as if this were the most glaringly obvious thing in the world.
âBut if thatâs the way it is, why donât you leave him, why donât you separate?â Ella stood with the dinner plate in her hand. Her mother took it away from her.
âOh, Ella, donât be ridiculous, why on earth would we want to do that? I never heard of such nonsense.â
âPeople do, Mam.â
âNot people like me and your dad. Come back inside now and weâll talk about this great visit to Hollyâs.â
Ella felt as if a light, warm woolen blanket had been put over her head and was beginning to suffocate her.
She went to the
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