prophesizing.â
âProphesizing?â I said weakly.
âTelling the future,â said Cook.
âMy parents loved their jobs,â I protested, but even as I said it, I knew it wasnât true.
âThey did not love their gift,â said Cook. âWhat do you think all those meetings were about at your house?â
I closed my eyes. âDinner parties,â I whispered.
âNo,â said Cook gently.
âBut they would have known what would happen. They would have foreseen that somebody was coming to skin them. They would have foreseen this!â I pointed at my face.
âThey didnât know what would happen to you or to them, Thomas. They didnât take you to the Ministry that morning, remember? They didnât read for each other either,â said Cook.
I gasped. Suddenly I understood what I had done. My mother had been telling me the truth after all. My parents had been made an example of, punished for their traitorous thoughts, and I had told Otak where my mother was hiding. I cried out with shame.
âDonât blame yourself,â said Cook. âShe would have had to meet with them sooner or later. You just made it sooner.â
She was right, of course, but I would never forgive myself.
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That night I was shaken awake. I blinked rapidly, like an owl. It was my mother. Without her Seerskin she was so ordinary. It was hard for me to look at her.
âWake up, Thomas. We have to leave.â
âYouâre back,â I cried. I didnât realize until that second that the Ministry could have done something far worse to her than take her skin.
She nodded. âGet up. You can walk. Thereâs nothing wrong with your legs.â
âWhere are we going?â
âWeâre leaving Isaura,â she said. Her lips worked silently for a moment. âWeâve been exiled.â
âNo,â I wailed.
âYes,â she said.
âJust tell them youâre sorry. Apologize,â I begged her.
âIâm sorry; I canât do that.â
âPlease!â
âI have no choice,â she said.
âThey canât make us go. Weâll hide. Weâll go to the mountains. They wonât find us.â
She shook her head miserably. âThereâs no place for us here anymore. Donât make me say it again, Thomas. Get up. Now. â
âBut Cookââ I began.
âCook has new patients to attend to.â
âShe wouldnât let me go. Iâm not well enough.â
âShe wants you to come with me.â
âI donât believe you.â
âThatâs too bad; nevertheless, youâre coming,â she said firmly, tugging the blanket off me.
âBut I have to say goodbye,â I cried. âI canât just leave!â
âShe told me to give you this.â
My mother pressed a book into my hand, my Barkerâs. Suddenly I knew Iâd never see Cook again.
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The Ministry had exiled us to Earth. Later I would consult Barkerâs and find that there was no record of anything like this ever happening: our family was the first to be banished from Isaura.
We went by way of horse and carriage. My mother whispered to a man whose voice I didnât recognize. We traveled deep into the woods, and to calm myself, I pretended we were taking a marvelous journey to the Northlands. Marvelous. A word from a life that was no longer mine. I tried not to touch my face, since it was streaked with pus and blood.
An hour later we climbed out of the carriage. As soon as our feet touched the ground, the driver left. I was too weak to walk, so my mother carried me through a tunnel of laurel. The tunnelâs mouth was wide and got narrower as we walked farther in. It felt like we were being telescoped. At the end of the tunnel we either began to rise or fall; I couldnât tell which. Perhaps it didnât matterâperhaps rising and falling were the same thing. But
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