shrugged. âThings happened.â
âSo Iâm the love child she gave away.â Meredithâs tone of voice hovered between anger and regret.
âAt her parentsâ insistence.â Pete thought of the Townsendsâ strict rules and harsh censure of anything but the most proper behavior. âEve wanted to keep you, but her parents were unrelenting. They said adoption into a loving family would be better for the baby.â
Meredith groaned. Her shoulders slumped ever so slightly. âLoving family? What was the criterion they used?â
Evidently, Sam and Hazel Collins hadnât been the best of parents.
âThe Townsends went through a trusted lawyer,â Pete continued, hoping to convince Meredith of the wealthy familyâs good intentions. âHe assured them you would be well cared for.â
She swallowed hard. âDoes she have other children?â
He shook his head. âEve never married. Shortly after you were born, she started having medical problems. Tumors developed, and she was diagnosed with a disease called Von Hippel-Lindau.â
âTumors? Are they cancerous?â
âNot at the onset, although they do cause problems. They can attack various organs. Sometimes the retina. Or the spinal cord. Often the adrenal gland.â
She listened attentively.
âWhen the disease zeros in on the kidneys, the tumors turn malignant. Researchers are now trying to determine which forms of kidney cancer are related to VHL.â
âYouâre saying some people donât know they have the disease?â
âThatâs right. VHL can go undetected until a major organ is affected. Itâs a genetic disease that can be inherited from either parent. Or it can appear sporadically for no known reason.â
âAnd Eveâs kidneys are involved?â
âShe had one removed two years ago. Renal cell carcinoma was diagnosed a few months back.â
With her arms wrapped protectively over the child within her belly, Meredith looked vulnerable, and Peteâs heart went out to her. She deserved more than the bad news heâd come bearing.
âEve wants you to know about VHL so you can be tested. You might not carry the disease.â
âBut if I do, I could pass VHL on to my baby.â
âItâs a possibility. Eve can explain everything.â
Meredith narrowed her eyes. âI donât want to see her.â
Pete hadnât expected the depth of emotion he heard in her response. âPlease, Meredithââ
âDo you know what a child thinks when her mother abandons her?â She dropped her gaze and picked at the edge of her sweater. âA child thinks sheâs unlovable. That sheâs done something wrong. That she deserves the scolding and lectures. That she deserves to beââ
Her voice hitched, and he saw the angry tears that glistened in her eyes.
She swiped her hand over her face and sniffed. âIâve cried enough in my life. I donât want to cry anymore. Tell her thanks for the invitation to reconnect, but Iâll pass.â
She stood and started to race away.
Pete hurried after her. âAt least be tested. I can draw your blood at my laboratory. You donât have to meet your mother.â
âIâve got your number. Iâll think it over.â
He grabbed her arm, causing her to turn. Once again, the light from the Lodge played over her face.
âWhat are you involved in, Meredith?â
âMeaning?â
âWere Dixie Collins and her boyfriend working with you and your husband?â
Her eyes widened. âI donât know what youâre talking about.â
âDixie and her boyfriend broke into your house last night.â
She flinched. âBut howâ?â
âI wanted information to take to Eve so I followed them.â
Meredith took a step back. âI donât know anything about you, Pete Worth, and you know even less about
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